Chapter18:Pain

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"A big mistake? you are telling me that me being signed to CrossKnights was an mistake when I don't know if it was the right fucking choice but if I was signed to yours who knows if that was a bad choice to do. "Cole fired back.

"I told you about Roger and yet you signed to him." Gustavo said.

"I don't even feel like causing a scene right now so it is my choice and I don't even give a shit about your opinions." Cole said.

"Alright fine but don't say I warned you." He said

"I am not scared of your stupid little threats Gustavo."

Flashback
TW⚠️: Drug Abuse & the  mentions  of suicide

Cole was at a party to get his mind off his father's death. The smell of weed , alcohol, sweat snd vomit filled the air around the house.

The music was blasting through the house and some people were outside passed out in their own vomit. Some was dancing sexually and other people were getting shit faced.

Cole was sitting on the couch drinking his fifth drink and a guy walked up to him.

Cole rolled his eyes knowing it is the same guy he barely talks to at school even though he doesn't like people at all...

"Hey man need something to get your mind off things?"

"Like what?" Cole asked knowing the guy was probably selling drugs and Cole just want to forget about everything.

The guy smirked and pulled out three bags which one was cocaine, the second one was molly and the third one was meth.

"One of this drugs will make your night more exciting ."

Two hours later.......

"You got to be fucking kidding me, are you crazy Cole are you trying to die?" Lianni asked as she helped Cole to get inside the car.

"I am fine alright and besides maybe I want to....." Cole said

"Overdosing is not the solution and also you are lucky I stopped you from taking more before anything happened..." She said

Lianni wasn't there at the party when Cole was being asked if he want drugs but two hours ago when she came because someone begged her to come to the party even though she didn't want to......As she was there, she saw Cole who was drunk off his mind and his eyes was red which she knew that he was taking some drugs.

She knew that he was dealing with his father's death and the way he is dealing with pain is to drown himself in alcohol or drugs but he wouldn't listen and would try to shut everyone down well only two friends and his family since he doesn't trust people that much....

"I just want to die like either shoot myself in the head or fall off a roof Lia."

"I can't do this and the thoughts of him just make me wonder why the hell I am still living on earth." Cole said.

"I fucking missed him and I wish I could see him again but I can't and the only solution is-"

"Cole please don't kill yourself, please don't look I am here for you and I am always will be but you really need to talk to someone about this." She said.

"You think anyone want to see you die at young age Cole and I know you have a bright future in your life.....just please don't." She also added as she hugged him who also hugged her back as well.

****

The next day, Cole woke up with a horrible headache that felt like he got hit by a car or worse.

He looked around to see that he wasn't in his room or his house.

"You are finally awake." Lianni said

"What the fuck happened last night!" He asked as he groaned in pain.

"A lot happened and don't worry I told your mom that you were staying at my place for the night which I don't know if you told her you were told her tha-"

"No I didn't and all I told that I was going to the library which I know she didn't believe me but I don't care." Cole said as he cuts her off.

"Yeah because who go to a library on a Saturday night which in facts is closed on Saturday at six-thirty pm." She  said.

Cole rolled his eyes and got up from the bed.

"You got anything for this stupid headache?"

"Oh yeah I got something."

***
"I am not drinking that  shit Lia." Cole said as he looked at the cup which has some  greenish- brownish liquid in it.

"Yes you have to and it helps with headache so if you want that headache to be gone,you  gonna have to force yourself to drink it."

Cole grabbed the cup from the counter,took a deep breath and then drank the whole thing without thinking about throwing up.

"The headache will be gone in like couple minutes or one hour but who knows."

"I can't believe I drank this disgusting shit." He said.

"Then stop drinking."

"And you really think that is easy to do huh?" Cole said as he rolled his eyes.

Flashback ended

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