December 2oth
*First POV*
It been a long couple weeks and Christmas is coming up soon......My life always been complete piece of shit. Yeah I know you got rich and famous parents you should be happy please I am not...... I love my family and everything they do for me but sometimes I just want to be alone and probably be gone
forever...... I know my mom is a great mom, always been there for me and my siblings but I know I am hurting her and it is horrible because she lost her husband two years ago even I know she would be more upset if she lose me....... Anyway I think this is might be the day I break up with Maddie which is kinda crazy but I still love her even I can't see a future with her and also crazy that I proposed to her last month.
So anyway I have been signed to CrossKnights since last month I think and my album is coming soon but I have heard from my boss that something big might happen like a huge concert in an European country out of America even though he won't tell me yet.
I am only twenty and still got things going for me but I shouldn't end my life right? I don't tell people this but I am capable of hiding my emotions and somehow some people can sense it because they have seen the real and fake me. Back in 2008 I started taking drugs until late 2010, I started to abuse them and right now I wished I stay away from it but it was too late.
Honestly I could quit but then I go back doing it and it is no surprise on why I don't want to go to a therapist.
I have no hate for therapists but it just they pretends that they pretends to know what they are doing and say some utter bullshit I don't like.
Sometimes they can be annoying but yeah you get what I am saying.
Anyway I am done writing in this stupid journal that I brought for no reason and go on with my day which I hope it won't be shitty.
Oh and one more thing, my grandparents are the best even though they can be tough on me and sometimes my grandfather scared me a little bit but I still love him and I know he loves me as his grandson well favorite because I know I am but don't tell the others.
A/N:This book got like few chapters before it is done and after that I am gonna keep writing my other books that I have been doing.
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