That one itch that makes you want to completely go trans that nips at you as if taunting you.
the scratch and stabbing of the yearn to be "normal", to become cis gendered and make your family feel proud of you.
That fucking want to be who you want to be despite the anxiety gripping fear that you will never be good enough and that no one will ever except you.
why must the itch be in the one place you can't seem to reach no matter how hard you try no matter how many tears you shed.
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