His First.

Chapter 16

I didn't mean to lie to him, i was just scared, and alone, i guess I've been alone for a very long time, I've come to the realization that, being alone is nice, it means you don't have to burden your worries with anyone, it's peaceful, not worrying if that person would betray you, not worrying if tomorrow might be the worst day of your life, being was alone nice until i met him.

He examined my bruises, i saw his jaw clench. He was quiet after i told him everything, i think he still needs time processing everything, he looked at me for the first time since i told him.

He started rubbing my wrist soothingly "Does it hurt?" he finally spoke up.

I looked at him then down to my wrist
In his large hands, it did hurt but i wasn't going to tell him that to set him off  "Nothing a bit of ice can't fix" i tried to laugh.

"Im so fucking sorry for dragging you into this, i never meant for this to happen, now you have to deal with me---

I cut him off by putting my hand over his mouth" You done? "i asked. And shaked his head, but i gave him a pout and he soon nodded.

I took my hand off his mouth" We're a packaged deal belamy, your problems are my problems "i said.

Then he stood up to his large feet, he started tugging on his hair and let out a groan" But look where that has gotten you in!!! "he stopped and then continued" He fucking hurt you and its taking everything in me not to go barge in his house and fucking kill him "he said looking at me with angry eyes.

"It's okay, im okay" i said standing up and cupping his cheek, he immediately leaned in and put his large hand over mine

"But your not" he said looking into my eyes.

"We need a plan" i said breaking our touch.

"What do you suggest we do?" he asked.

"If he sees you're not making effort into breaking up with me, he'll hurt you and your family" he said.

"I don't like where this is heading" i said raising my voice.

"I think we have to break up " he finally said.

"NOO!!! absolutely not" i said tears welling in my eyes.

"We have to baby" he whispered.

But then i came up with an idea.

"What if we dont, what if we pretend we're not dating" i said.

"That's too risky" he said letting out a sigh.

"I have the perfect plan, we'll have an argument infront of waylin, and then he'll run to tell your boss" i said.

"Are you sure?" he said.

"Crystal" i said.

He looked at me and smiled, i immediately embraced him in a tight hug, and he mimicked my actions putting his chin on my head, we stayed like that for a few minutes until he broke the silence.

"Your brother hates me" he said letting out a sigh.

I laughed at that "He doesn't hate you,i actually think he misses you" i said.

"Whatever helps you sleep at night beautiful" he replied.

"I actually have an idea of how you can, get onto his good side again" i said.

"Go on" he ushered me.

"Well see, his going to ask Cheryl to marry him, because she's pregnant and his the baby daddy, but she's avoiding him"i stated, he looked at me like i just showed him my tits" What the fuck!? "he asked." What the fuck indeed"