His First.

Chapter 20

Flashback to 7 years ago:

Me and austin just came home from playing at the park, austin was my bestfriend since we were 5, were neighbours, he has brown eyes with a hint of green in them with black hair. Me and aussie plopped down on his couch ready to watch Teen titans go.

"Who would you wanna be chessie?" he asked me making his lisp visible.

"I would wanna be raven, she's so sarcastic" i giggled

"Who would you wanna be?" i asked poking him.

"Beast boy!!!" he exclaimed.

"Beast boy is so boring and gross" i said.

"But raven loves him"

"No she doesn't"

"Yes she does"

"No she doesn't"

" Yes she does"

"No--

I got cut off by aussie's mom screaming joyfully, she came into the living screaming until she saw us.

" Omg,im so sorry you guys, i didn't mean to interrupt Your show "she said smiling.

I always like Ms Jenkins, she made the best, best, best cookies in the world.

" Its okay mom, why were you shouting? "asked aussie.

" I got the job, but its in California"she said sadly.

"What?" we said in unision.

You might be wondering where aussies dad is, well he left aussie's mom when she gave birth to aussie and they have been on their own since he was born

"Honey, were moving"

Tears immediately started to prickle in my eyes, i was never going to see my bestfriend ever again, he looked at me and started hugging me, we cried together.

"I promise to always call you" he said.

"Pinky promise?" i said holding out my picky.

We intertwined our pinkies and i kissed it.

"End of flashback".

I couldn't believe my eyes, there he was standing infront of me, tears immediately made its way out of my eyes. After that day he promised he would call, but he didn't, i waited weeks, i wouldnt come outside, i wouldnt eat and i was scared that of i came into contact with anyone, they won't get me like he used to but then i met cleo and i found a way to get him out of my system.

"Chessie?" he asked, his voice thicker.

I didn't answer him instead i ran, i ran anywhere but here, i didnt wanna look at him, he was the best thing that happened to me in my childhood years and he just left, he fucking left me, he promised. I didn't even know i was breathing loudly until a huge sob, escaped me making me slide down against the tree, i took in my surroundings, it was the park we played at last, he didn't even fucking tell me he was back, how could he, i breathed in and out, my breathe was steady, i went to go sit on the swing, pushing myself to the front and to the back.

"Is it really you?" a voice came from behind me.

I didn't need tl turn around instead i kept doing what i was doing, swing myself, he made his way to the other swing next to me, he started swinging himself too.

I didn't wanna talk to him, hell i didnt wanna look at him, but apparently my mouth was too quick for my mind.

"Why?" i whispered.