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when I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever, wish I could explain it better. I wish it wasn't true.
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"how are you feeling now Jeongin?" a soft deep voice asked me, I looked up to see "I'm feeling okay now Felix" I gave him a forced smiled "I'm really sorry to say that to you before" he said lowing his voice, I looked at him with a soft gaze "it's fine hyung, I know it's annoying when I always talk about him" he looked at him with a soft gaze
"no Jeongin its not, don't think like that. I know you always talk about him because he is in your mind" he said smiling softly, I looked at him.
"i won't waste your time anymore. You need some rest, take care and rest well" he said as he gently puts his hand to my head and patted. He waves and said goodbye to me before walking away from my room
I looked at the window to the beautiful sunset which turned into a really pretty and beautiful orange sky. thinking about him, all the time. Just couldn't get him out of my head.
months passed away, yet I wish I get to see you again although I know everything that happened between us meant nothing to you.
[1 year ago, 17 Jan]
"innie!" a soft voice came from my back, as I turned around, I saw the cute puppy boy smiling brightly at me "aah you again came late" I said while sighing softly "I'm sorry, I promise I won't be late next time innie!" he hugged me softly, I couldn't help but blush at his action
he again promised me those words which i knew he wouldn't be able to keep under the really beautiful orange sunset, looking into my eyes which shinned while he said those words to me.
I really wish i knew in past that he couldn't keep beautiful promises he did everytime, it was all a lie. Just for a few moments of happiness which didn't last long.
[13 may]
"innie, I made a new friend! his name is Hyunjin" he exclaimed "i hope you guys would be good friends in future" I smiled at him while playing with his fluffy hair as I kissed him softly. He smiled warmly at me and kissed me softly on my cheek
I really liked how his eyes use to light up while talking about something he likes. The way he use to talk with me. I hope i could hear his sweet voice again for once.
The best memories I had, the more I think of it the more I hurt myself with it.
[29 nov]
"why do you always do this to me Seungmin? am I really not good enough for you?!" I yelled at him with tears filled in my eyes causing me to see blurry visions
