can you please refuse me, then rescue me? but if you're unsure, I'm here for it.
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any expressions, any sentence, Iwanna hear all your whispers for me.
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"hey just try it for once" a laughter across my ear was heard. I looked back, smiling, knowing what's coming next "what?" I chuckled back, "you know what I'm talking about" the person laughed silently for a while, waiting for my response.
"no" I dodged the question like a gentle breeze, but somehow, the gentle breeze that i have just ignored now feels difficult. knowing well that my heart doesn't have the real answer to give. the question that is always surrounding me "hey handsome when are you gonna answer, hm? I felt a hand on my shoulder. I smiled at them "never babe" a sarcastic laugh came out of my mouth.
to be honest, I didn't come here just to see people's eyes on me or nor to hear people laughing with me, I came here to eagerly wait for you.
wait, why you? why do I always look up at the window to check if you came or not. why am i so eagerly waiting for you. do you even know this? no, you don't know. you don't even know what i know. exactly. that's the reason why I'm curious to have more.
gosh, you're insane for making me feel this way. nervously tapping on the table, shaking my leg subconsciously, rubbing my neck while my heart is racing in anticipation, giving awkward laughter to people, just so that I get a glance of yours in here.
I keep nervously waiting for the time to pass, I want to see you. I want to see you again and again and over again. it makes the tingling sensation go away whenever i see you again. but why is that, though?
