Good guys

Chapter 3

"Hey babe.", I felt hands on my hips and immediately turned around, pushing him away.

"You shouldn't sneak on a spy from behind."

"I know, I just wanted to hug you.", he smiled a bit embarrassed.

"Don't try to trick me."

"There was no trick.", he came closer and kissed me.

"You tried to stab me.", I pushed him slowly against the wall.

He grabbed my face, pulling me closer, before turning around and slamming me against the wall.

"That's the only trick I have for you.", he started kissing me, opening my shirt. I felt his fingers on my back, warm and soft.

"How should I know you won't try to kill me again."

"Where's your trust?"

"You lost it the last time when you put the knife on me."

"I promise you I don't have any weapons. You can check my body if you want.", he lifted his hands.

"You could still choke me."

"Shut your stupid mouth already!", he crashed his lips into mine.

He turned me around, pressing his body on mine, I heard his belt, then he pulled down my pants. I closed my eyes and bit my lip. As he bit my neck, I lost the fight and gave in, I just enjoyed what he did to me. After a few minutes it was already over, I turned my head and looked at him, already, on his way out.

"Wait. Stay."

"I don't think that's a good idea."

"Please."

"I'm sorry."

"So, you just use me and leave? Like always."

"Be careful with your words Marco, you may regret them later.", he said and left.

I felt terrible, it made me remember how much I still loved him, I went to a bar and ordered one cocktail after the other, I needed to get him out of my head, it couldn't work, it didn't work the first time and wouldn't work now. Soon I was completely drunk, flirting with the guy next to me, I went with him to his home, everything was blurry, I made out with him, then everything went black.

I woke up with terrible headache, lying in the warm strong arms of the man I spend the night with, I closed my eyes again, enjoying the smell of him. I felt his hand on my cheek, followed by a small kiss.

"Morning babe.", I opened my eyes to the familiar sound of his voice.

"Oh, f*ck.", I looked at my ex.

"Oh yeah, you were wild last night."

"Did we?"

"Hell yeah!"

"Shit.", I lifted the blanket to be sure.

"You know, I really missed it, you being so close, your touch."

"Listen, I'm sorry but I was drunk."

"I know, I brought you here, you couldn't walk, it was closer than your apartment."

"So, you slept with me, while I barely knew where I was?"

"Okay, I lied, we just made out, you fell asleep after about 15 minutes. We were already undressed, but I didn't want to wake you, so, I just cuddled with you."

"How should I know you're not lying?"

"You can't, but I promise you, I didn't anything to you without letting you know.", he pulled me closer, just hugging me tight.

"I can't even remember it was you.", I admitted.

"Oh, well, as nothing happened anyway.", he answered slightly disappointed.

"I thought you were a stranger, I wanted to forget you, that's why I came with the 'stranger'.", I grabbed my clothes and wanted to leave.

"Oh. I thought you would still love me, cause I still love you."

"It can't work, I'm sorry."

"Please leave, I don't want to see you again.", he looked away.

I left, instantly regretting what I said, I had the chance to stay with him, but I messed up.