Chapter 11

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Marisa's P.o.v -

I was left hunched over the sink crying harder and harder moving my body back an forth slowly.

I tried to my best to get my breathing under control but it was no use.

My constant pleading for him to hear me out didn't work. All he kept doing was packing up his things.

I begged him to stop but he wouldn't. I screamed for him but he wouldn't listen to me.

- 20 minutes before -

I walked out of Gerald's apartment letting the fresh air hit my face.

The thoughts of him that raced through my mind but slowly slipped away.

I was determined to get home as quckily as possible.

I was know jogging at pace fast enough to back to my house in a few miniutes or so.

I soon approached the large metal door and yanked it open quickly.

I walked in slowly. Something about the place was different it didn't seem the same as it was when I left.

I strolled along the lonely hallways admiring the boring plain colors.

Those plan colors sinked it together made the long hall seem so warm and cosey somehow.

But the people who lived in the apartment themselves always gave me a different feeling.

I felt myself getting closer to my door way.

I had finally reached it but stood there a bit looking at the bold silver numbers that read 24.

I twisted the knob one way pushing all my weight on to the door and it popped open.

Still unlocked from last night. I stepped in looking at my living room floor and down at my feet.

Everything still left the same as just when I left.

I soon made my way to my bedroom. I seen that the door was cracked a bit.

So I don't think it would have been that difficult to get in.

I pulled open the door quickly and in a panic I shut it hard behind me causing it to make a loud slam.

With my luck I spotted Steven sitting at the end of my bed fiddling with his fingers.

The large slam had caught his attention the minute that door shut.

I watched him jerked up in shock turning his head immediately in my direction. With instinct he got up and ran towards me.

I felt his hand on my body pulling me into his arms.

He held me close to his body. One arm holding tight onto my waist the other holding my head as I lied my head on his shoulder.

I allowed one tear to slip from my eye.

He then had let go of me making direct eye contact with one another.

I focused on his bright blue eyes we just stood there in silence looking at each other.

He had quickly broke the silence wiping away my tears with his thumbs.

"Baby you had me worried sick" he explained remaining the same tight grip around me.

I didn't say a word back but I just stood there continuing to look at him.

"Marisa what's wrong ?" he questioned worried. Yet still I didn't respond to him.

That's when it all hit me , it hit me like a fucking truck. I immediately broke down in tears managing to get some in audible words out before the actual ones.

"I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry I'm the worst girlfriend ever. Me and Gerald .. well we had sex last night" I sobbed out hugging on to him.

I pulled back from him reconnecting our eye contact.

I watched as eyes began to water a bit then his sadness turned into rage. He pushed me off of him causing me to move back.

I hadn't seen him so upset before my hands shook and he walked away from me.

I could feel a panic attack emerging.

" Steven Please .. I wasn't thinking" I begged grabbing onto the fabric of his t-shirt.

"I don't fucken care you still did it knowing I was here waiting for you" he shouted back managing to unlatch me from his shirt.

"Steven I feel like shit already okay!! I'm so sorry " I continued to apologize running after him into the closet.

I watch as he was grabbing his duffle bag.

"Get the fuck away from me!!I thought I loved you!!!and there was even a chance a I wanted to fucking marry you!!" he admitted waking away from me.

That's when heard the echoes of glass shattering on the wood floor. He kept packing his things and wouldn't stop.

I walked back out to see several pieces of glass everywhere.

There lying on the floor was our picture from the party were we had first met and there sat a little blue box.

I went down on my knees picking up the box and a few other things in large pile of glass.

I opened the little box , in there sat a beautiful ring and in the box there was a note. I soon had began to read it.

"Marisa Deseraee Covarrubias , the minute I seen you I had immediately fell in love with you words can't even explain the way I feel about you and honestly I believe you're my one and only you're my moon , my galaxy and all my stars I just still can believe I'm here standing with you right now getting to call you mine and I wanted to ask you one question and I get it if it's too early for you but I wanted to know if you would do the honors of been not just Marisa Covarrubias anymore but being Marisa Covarrubias Markowits ? so what do you say" I read out loud.

I smiled weakly looking up were he was standing he seem my reaction. I got a smile out of him but he had remembered he was leaving.

He approached the door as I looked down at my bloodly hands from the glass .

I had began to wiped my tears with the back of my hand and slowly spoke up.

"Steven please wait!!!" I begged once more hoping for him to listen. He looked back towards me waiting for me to say something.

"I'm Pregnant" I half smiled between my tears that fell from my eyes.

"Wait ? what !" He screamed dropped his bag on the floor and I looked up at him with sorry eyes before he walked back into my direction.

Authors Note : ooooohhhhh hahahah clif hanger and sorry I had super bad writers block and  ive been super busy with softball so I'll try my best to get more chapters in okay sorry once again .. Xoxo Ari

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