Twisted Love The Series (Forth Beam)

There is no Beam

My head hurts, I was not able to sleep even a wink yesterday. All the things that Beam asked me and said were running wild in my head. It was 8 o'clock when I went to have my breakfast and the house was too quiet for my liking.

“What happened?” I asked Phana who was sitting quietly on the dining table. He stared at me and went back to eating without saying a word.

“I asked, what happened Phana” This time I raised my voice a little. The answer was not given by buttler.

“Master Beam asked me to handover this letter to you” the butler said to me pushing an envelope in my hand.

 I don’t know whether what I am doing is correct or not. I need some time away from everything. I won’t be disturbing you hereafter and you don’t have to see my ugly face anymore. I am moving to the Moon land to do community service and I won’t be back. You cannot reach me because there is no internet or phone connection available there. Don’t go scaring the people that I care about trying to know about my whereabouts even if they want to help you they cannot do anything. You can only get connected with me only if I want too and don’t worry I won’t try to call you. This might be, no, this is the final letter that you will be getting from me. Sorry for all the troubles that I have cost. Sorry for shooting you. I desperately wanted to save my brother. The envelope that you have received, has the property document, everything that belongs to me has already been changed to your name. Please leave my brothers out of it. They don’t know anything. I don’t know whether this is the right time to say it to you. I just want to get it out of my chest. I cannot live my entire life with regret. I love you Forth Jaturappom. If not for the unplanned marriage, I would have asked you to be my boyfriend in spite of the difference that we have. You have been the only person who has taken care of me after my parents. I have always liked you and I felt a sense of comfort and security when I am with you but you shattered everything.

I had a lot of dreams about marriage. I want to marry the person whom I love and who loves me. Fate has been playing a funny game. I Married someone whom I loved but he didn’t love me.  I wanted to do a lot of things with him but I had no chance. I know for you it was nothing but a marriage on paper but I considered it as a real marriage.  I have signed the divorce paper and my lawyer will take care of everything and all you have to do is to sign the paper. Once again I love you forth jaturapoom my husband. Goodbye

Beam

 “When did he leave?” was the first question that I asked. I went crazy after reading the letter. I was not able to control my tears. Fuck I loved him so much and I wanted to be with him all the time.

“Master Beam has left long back” the butler said to me.

“We have been trying to inform you master but you didn’t respond to any of our calls and you said not to disturb you”

I am going after him. I am not willing to lose him and I will never lose him.

A/n what should I do now? Will forth reach beam before he leaves or will he lose beam?