AN, OKAY. HI. THIS CHAPTER IS GOING TO BE A FLASH BACK, OF LENNIS LIFE BEFORE, ALL THIS, THE SET DATE OF THE STORY IS DECEMBER 2014, THIS CHAPTER IS BASED IN SEPTEMBER 2014,alright. Let's go.
Lennis pov,
Flashback,
I sat there in the small bright white room, no furniture, no nothing, I sat on the ground in the nearest corner, freezing, wearing only a white t-shirt and a pair of black shorts, the door that blended in with the wall began to open, and soon entered a tall slender women, wearing a Straighten out black pant suit and her blonde hair pinned back into a tight slick bun, she brought in a chair and a small table, she placed them in the middle of the room and sat on the chair and placed her paper and pens on the table,
I was scared, I knew what this came too,
"Hello dear, my name is Penelope Carter, and you must be Lenni, correct?"
I nodded slowy,
"You do understand you are at The Grace Hospital Psycho ward?"
"Yes"
"Is it true you attempted suicide?"
"Yes"
"May I ask why?"
"When life's a joke why wouldn't you try" I said
"Ma'am life is not a joke"
"There's a reason why we where all born crying"
"Please no attitude"
"You guys tell me to come in here and have a positive attitude, sorry that my attitude can't be so positive anymore"
I choked out
"Why are you so hurt?"
"Who isn't?"
"People who are normal"
"Nobody's fucking normal anymore"
"Honey you need to calm down"
"I'm trying to be as calm as I possibly can in a situation like this"
"Why would you put yourself in a situation like this?"
"At a point in your life when it's absolutely crap, who wouldn't?"
"There is no right reason why youve should've done that or even attempted"
"I know it was wrong. Do I regret it? Yes. Why? Cause seeing how my family was made me actually realize I would actually be missed, that was my reality check"
"Are you okay?"
"It's okay not to be okay"
"We are afraid that you will try this again"
"Dont worry about it, cause I won't"
"I can not trust you, that is why we are putting you on anti depressions"
"Fine"
"I truley suggest you find someone that you can coinsider your happy place no family members, no close relatives, no friends you have now. Try to find someone New, please get out of your comfort zone cause sometimes Its really nice to do that"
I'm on An adventure to find my happy place.
AN, THIS CHAPTER WAS DEEP AF, SO I HOPE YALL ENJOY, LOVE YOU GUYS, this is just a small content of the story, it won't be going on for long, tell me if you like it, or I should just delete this chapter and switch the game plan abit, please please please let me know.
