Forced Marriage

taking away his life

His life...

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He is standing at the balcony silently.
Hurt and guilty.

He is rejected buy a girl for the first time.
No, Not an ordinary girl but it is his wife,
his lawfully wedded wife.

And he doesn't know why it is hurting him so much.
The way she reacts, it was unexpected for him.
But she was right, didn't he said that she is not worthy for him.?
Didn't he throw her out from the room at their first night in freezing cold weather?

Then how can he expect her to feel happy.
How can he just kissed her like this.

All those things which he did with her come in front of him.
And his heart filled with guilt.
After doing all that with her he was trying to get close to her.
It is like taking advantage of her helplessness.

But the big question is....
Why he is feeling guilty???
why he is feeling hurt when she reject him?. Does she matter to him that much?
Before this was not happened then how can now. Does her words matter to him.?

And he only found one answer that,  yes she matters,  she matters to him the most from the beginning to till now. But he was unaware from this.

" Does that mean..... I.....am in love with......you Gauri??"

He asked himself.
Then he remember everything Shan told him about love and feelings.
And all those things he feels only when he is with her.

The realization hits him that he not only have feelings but he is deeply in love with her, but his mind was not ready to accept it.

But one rejection made him realize how much important she is for him.
The most important person in his life.

But now what?
The way he behaves with her from the starting,  now she only hate him.
Should he say sorry and ask forgiveness?

But why?
Because you did wrong with her. you forcefully married to her without her concern.
His heart said.

But marrying her was not a bad thing. she is the one for me. I just couldn't realise that.
His mind said.

I agree but still you have to ask forgiveness, only after that maybe she will accept you.
His heart said.

I am Omkara Singh Oberoi.
I never ask for forgiveness, and I never forgive anyone.
And she is my wife. It is usual if I kissed her.
His mind argue.

Wife?? Really??
Before you show your rights think once did you ever do a duty as a husband.?
And before your wife she is a girl, who is hurt to your behavior.
If you forgot then let me remind you those things you have done to her.
His heart clear.

And then he remember everything what he did with her.
Every insults, every punishments without any crime.
And at last forcefully married her.

He is scared from himself for the first time.
He realize what kind of person He is.