..In The End..

17: In The End.. I Feel You

Havi

I was laughing with Jin, Jimin and V and lately I've become real close with Jimin and V, they're great friends.

"Havi jin hyeong-ege mwoga boini?"(Havi, what do you see in Jin hyung?) Jimin said while laughing.

"AISSHH STOB IT" Jin said while hitting Jimin. "Stob it?" V said while laughing while leaning on me. "Spell stop it Jin" I said while cracking up.

"S T O P" he said in between laughs. "I T" and we all lost it.

I saw as Jin started to blink so I could tell his right eye was given out but it doesn't sadden him anymore he still held his smile as he talked with me Jimin and V.

"Okay guys I'm gonna go shower" I said while getting up and leaving out of the room.

I was walking towards the locker rooms and Rm was walking out with some sweatpants on but he was shirtless. "Oh hey Havi" he said while giving me a smile before shaking his hair and letting the water fly everywhere.

"Hey Namjoon" I said as I tried to only make eye contact. But to be honest, that wasn't any better.

His eyes started at mine, "Havi, you okay?"

"Yup I'm fine bye" I said while pushing past him.

I started to shower and I thought about Jin. I mean, we really need to figure this out what are we? Am I not allowed to like someone else? Not saying I like Rm he just surprised me that's all but it made me think. I mean if he was to like someone else I know I would be mad. I guess I'll just talk to him about it.

I got out the shower and wrapped my towel around me, drying myself off then I brushed my teeth and got dress and went to me and Jin's room.

"Jin?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you like me?"
"Huh?"
"You heard me, so do you like me?"
"H-Havi I thought you knew that."
"I guess."

His eyebrows scrunched up and he walked over to me.
"Why you ask me that, d-do you not like me?"
"I do Jin, I like you a lot"
"Okay then no problem. Right?"
"No Jin that's the problem. I like you a lot but I don't even know what we are"

I know, in the beginning I liked it like that. It wasn't too stressful and all but now I've realized that it's even more stressful when I don't even know where we stand. I just wish he would make a move or something.

"Well I-I I was just....I don't know what you feel so"
"Jin I like you, a lot."

I reached my hand up to his face and caressed his check as I searched his grey eye. It was so beautiful. The light tent of grey reminded me of the ocean at the beach while it stormed and rained his eyes showed so much emotion.

Jin came down and placed a kiss on my lips and I froze.

That was our first kiss. "J-Jin?"

"naega umjig-yeoss-eo, naega meonjeo umjig-yeoseo geuleohge haess-eo"(I made the move, I made the first move and went for it so)

"So?"

"So your my girl now."

I laughed at him as he started to walk away. "Oh mhm right so are you telling me or are you asking me?"

He turned back towards me and shrugged his shoulders while getting in the bed.

I laughed then ran over to the bed getting in and cuddling with Jin.

"Wanna take a nap?"

"Yeah" and with that we went off to sleep.

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