Things were good.
The fun
The love
Him and them
It made me happy
Life was good.
I was good.
But then one day I was just sitting there,
Looking into nothing but despair
My mind finally opened
The voices, they're back again
They've crawled out of their dens
People speak the same words
But they're just adding swords
Darling you'll be okay
But I'm not okay.
It's all in your head
But all I see is the darkness ahead.
My heart beats are faster
They're becoming louder
I'm seeing monsters but they're not under my bed
They've escaped and crawled into my head
The thoughts.
A beautifully destructive red thought.
Why not give it another shot?
I don't see an escape.
You're all too late.
I have no control now. It's over.
Life is unbearable, intolerable.
It's not okay anymore.
I'm not okay anymore.
Won't someone help?
They're not mindless yelps
Won't someone speak ?
I'm not a mad freak
Won't someone save me?
How sad can I possibly be?
It's horrifying in this place.
I welcome you to stay
Once you get a taste,
You'll see there is no other way
Stay with me, won't you?
You'll learn to love this insanity too.
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Just A Girl and Her Thoughts
PoesieI'm just a girl, a girl who keeps to herself I think about the world, the wonders and the horrors of which we call home My mind is loud like a thunderstorm, yet my voice is as silent as the night So much to say So many thoughts But no, no words are...
