You had to look away from his face, incapable of keeping your decision if you didn't. Chifuyu Matsuno's face was flushed, his reddened nose scrunched cutely, his eyes watering as his tears slid down his face, his trembling breath hitching. You just wished it would be easier to do what you were doing; breaking up with him. He couldn't understand your decision, his shaky hands trying to hold yours as you just tried to pull away from him, hurting him even more. He asked why, his voice failing him, demonstrating just how affected he was, and you couldn't look at his eyes, afraid you would turn back in your word. It had to be done because soon, you would die, and you wished that it hurt the less it could on the young Matsuno. You wanted him to at least hate you, so he wouldn't be broken by your departure, but why does it seem that this wasn't the best option?
Imagine just recently having started to date Steven Grant, the man you met at the gift store, and that simply clicked too perfectly with you. You both had so much in common, and when you were together, time passed by flying. Things started to get a bit weird when he would spend literal days without answering your calls or showing up. You tried to question him, but he seemed as confused as you. Soon you found out that he wasn't just Steven Grant, but also Marc Spector. The moment you heard the name Marc, you cursed under your breath, realizing just how fucked you were. You as the avatar of Seth, god of chaos, tried your best to get away from the other gods, seeing that they weren't too fond of your god, and just tried to live peacefully (surprisingly, for the avatar of the god of chaos). You got involved in too many problems because of your choice of a lover, and Marc didn't like you at first when you met, but as you were forced to work together to stop Arthur Harrow, things changed. Steven wasn't too happy about having his other self liking his lover, but it couldn't be helped. It was kind of weird to fall in love twice for the same man, that was actually two people, but you made peace with that, and even achieved Konshu's slight affection (he would never say it out loud). At least, you were okay, knowing everything you needed to know about your boyfriend/s. You could deal with two personalities.
Imagine stealing kisses from your captain, Aizen Sousuke when no one was looking. You both decided to keep your relationship a secret, to avoid several problems, but you didn't seem to be able to control yourself completely, your lips touching his every time you were alone, or someone was too distracted to notice. He would blush when you did that, slapping your arm in embarrassment.
Meeting your favorite manga author was simply a disappointment. Rohan Kishibe was one of the most self-centered douchebags you had ever seen. He was a weirdo that suddenly screamed "Heaven's Door" at your face, and got very surprised when absolutely nothing happened. It was frankly ridiculous, and you made sure to let him know that he was some bizarre lad. To your unhappiness, you started to see him around much more than you wished, and it was starting to become suffocating. If he asked you what's your 'stand' again, you will surely punch him. Ok, maybe not punch, because his face was actually cute, but something to make him leave you alone.
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𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 - 𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒈.𝒏. 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓
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