i never was ready so i watch you go

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"where are you jukyung.. please ! just answer me i just want to know that you're safe" beep.
that was his 15th phone call that had went to voicemail. he had spent the past 2 days looking for her : her hometown , their neighbourhood , her favourite cafe , their previous date spots and even that building which started everything. but she was nowhere to be found and he was worried sick. where could she be ?
this disappearance turned from days to weeks to months, she really was missing but suho wasn't giving up , he continued searching for her , even hiring private investigators but to no avail but he continued because he could not accept the fact that the very girl that made him feel alive had chosen to completely leave him. so he tried everyday with what little hope he had left while slowly losing himself.
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well she had left her job in korea and flew to america (life truly does work in mysterious ways doesn't it), picking up further studies in makeup while freelancing as a makeup artist and she had gained quite a sizeable following there with pretty big clients but she felt empty. she knew this was the best thing for her , to get out of there and start afresh with new air but she missed him. him who gave him all his love , him who made her feel like the luckiest person alive , him who she loved , him. up till now , she still doesn't understand why she did that but maybe she will never know , maybe that's just how it's supposed to be.
" famous music producer lee suho caught on a date with girl group member!" jukyung clicked on the dispatch post on her ig explore page. it couldn't be right..? but who was she kidding , it was only natural for suho to fall for someone else afterall he couldn't wait for her forever

but why did it hurt so much?

but you'll find the real thing instead
she'll patch up your tapestry that I shred
and hold your hand while dancing
never leave you standing
crestfallen on the landing
with champagne problems.

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