Friends into Lovers...

Part 8

"Y/n.." I heard from behind me. I removed my hand to glance over behind me. "What do you want Todoroki?" I said trying to wipe my tears away. "Look y/n I'm sorry I just.." "You kissed me Todoroki. Knowing how I feel about Bakugo!" He sighed. "I know I'm sorry but I couldn't help myself and um....you kissed me back." I paused. To be truthful I did kiss him back and I didn't know why I did. "I..it was an accident." I stuttered. "How often do you accidentally kiss someone.?" "I can't talk about this right now." He walked around me to face me in my face. "Look I'm sorry that your hurting right now but I'm not sorry that I kissed you. We don't have to talk about it now but we do need to talk soon." I remain silent. "Did you want me to walk you to your dorm?" I hate to admit this but the last thing I wanted to be right now was alone. I just can't walk with Todoroki either. "N-no I'm fine." I said getting up. "Ok we'll let's go back inside and get your shoes." I looked down at my feet. My socks were wet from the moisture in the grass. "Forget it." I said headed in the direction of the dorms. I can hear Todoroki calling out for me but I just need to clear my head. Maybe being alone will help me do that.

After about 15 minutes of walking I arrived to the dorms. It was quiet because everyone else was still at the skating rink. Everyone but me and Bakugo. It was really tempting to just go to his room and try to talk to him, but I knew better. There was still something I couldn't wrap my head around and it was Todoroki. Why did I kiss him back? Why did I kind of liked it? I never had to look at Todoroki in this way. He's just always been a great friend to me. I never would've thought he would have feelings for me.

I entered my dorm. Immediately removing my now soaking wet socks and putting in my dirty clothes  basket. I walked to the mirror and I looked terrible. My hair was a mess. My face was swollen from the crying. I went to the bathroom and removed my clothes to take a much needed bath. As I'm in the tub I hear everyone arriving back from the party. I heard footsteps approach my hallway. Suddenly I heard a knock on my door. I gasped and looked towards the door hoping they wouldn't knock again. I got out the tub and grabbed my robe. I checked through the peep hole to see nobody there. "Huh?" I said in confusion. I definitely heard a knock. I unlocked and opened my door and found the hallway now empty. I looked down and saw my shoes I left at the skating rink. Todoroki must've dropped them off. I quickly grabbed them and closed my door. I put them in my closet and got ready for bed.

The next morning....

I woke up to the sound of my annoying alarm. I grabbed my phone and saw like 10 text messages from Todoroki but none from Bakugo. The message said:

"I think we should really talk y/n."
"I'm bringing you shoes to your room."
"I'm here. I'm heading to your room."
"I left them at your door."
"Are you home yet?"
"Ok I think you are the shoes aren't there anymore."
"I can't stop thinking about you."
"Let's talk tomorrow after school."
"Good morning y/n."
"Hey I hope you feel better today."
"Wanna walk to class together?"

I could feel my chest getting warm. Why do I feel like this? Could I possibly feel the same way? No! I have strong feelings for Bakugo. I need to talk to him first.

I got ready for school and headed to class. I got there earlier than normal so I wouldn't have any awkward run ins with anyone. After a few minutes past people started entering the class. Then I saw him. Bakugo didn't make eye contact with me. Even though our seats were pretty close to each other. My eyes followed his movement. He just sat down in his seat staring at the chalkboard in the front of class. "Alright class." Mr. Aizawa said entering the room. "Today everyone get back in your groups from the other day and finished up your projects. If you need me don't call me." I scanned the room looking for Todoroki and there I found him. I hesitantly walked over to the desk next to him. "Hey y/n. How are you feeling?" He asked. I glanced over behind him to look at Bakugo. I saw his crimson eyes look my way then immediately looked away. "Um we're almost done with the project. I was hoping we could talk about what happened last night." I sighed wanting to get this conversation over with. "Ok fine." I said frustrated. "Look I don't know why you kissed me and why I kissed back and liked it ok?" His eyes widen. "You liked it?" He said with a hint of a smile on his face. "The reason I kissed you was because I like you.....what's your excuse?"

I looked down at my desk trying to think of a appropriate answer. " I-I don't know Todoroki, but it was a mistake. I never wanted to hurt Bakugo." "Was kissing me a mistake. Or hurting Bakugo?" I looked up at him his expression was serious. "Just tell me right here right now that you have no feelings for me whatsoever. Tell me you want nothing to do with me." He said in a serious tone. "I-I can't." I mumbled. "I need time to think and I need to talk to Bakugo. Can you understand that?" He put his hand over mind. "Of course whatever you need."

A few hours later the bell rings for lunch. I saw Bakugo walking with Kirishima out the door. Now isn't a good time to talk to him. Instead of going to the cafeteria I decided to sit outside on the bench outside of the cafeteria door. I just needed some quiet for a while. I took out my phone and went through my gallery. I saw this video of me and Bakugo dancing to this old rock song. Well he wasn't dancing he was just staring at me like I was stupid. I laughed to myself. I miss him....a lot. I missed his cocky attitude or when he get excited because he beat me in a game. I miss him calling me dumbass or nerd even though I knew he didn't mean it. I miss his soft lips against mine. His hands on me. They were rough but gentle at the same time. Then I felt a tear come down my face. Was I crying? I wiped my eyes but I couldn't hold it in anymore. I started crying my eyes out. I covered my face to hide my tears if anyone saw me. Then I placed elbows on my knees and put my face in my hands. I just couldn't deal with all these emotions coming at me. In my daze I felt warm hands rubbing my back up and down. I gasped and turned around.