Michael x Transmasc reader

Chapter 3

/ / / (means time skip)

fuck. . .

You noticed the way he stared at you up and down. "Shit, is it because of my scars?" you say to yourself looking down at your chest to see your top surgery scars. Michael was about to open his mouth to speak before you ran off to your bathroom once again. 'shit shit shit' you repeated in your head as you made it to your bathroom locking the door. you fell to the floor. "God dammit. . ." you say as tears run down your cheeks. Was it from anger or was it from saddens? You couldn't tell what it was. As your mind was racing 'knock knock knock' it made you jump at the sudden noise "(Y/N). . . Please open the door. I have your clothes." Michael said through the door. You were scared to open the door. You thought he might hate you since your not cis. Your whole life no one understood how you were and it was a battle to get your family to understand why you were a boy. "(Y/N) please." Michael said once again. You took a deep breath and got off the floor, you turned the door nob. You opened the door to see Michael waiting on the other side. Before you could say anything he ran to you and embraced you into his arms. He grabbed you tightly hugging you "(Y/N) It's okay please don't cry" you were in shock. "What?"  you said, the tears running down your cheeks even faster now. "You don't. . think of me differently?" Michael grabbed your shoulders starting into your eyes "Of course not. Why would I? You're the most handsome man I have ever laid my eyes on. Don't let anyone tell you that you aren't a real man"

those words.

those words touched you. You've never heard anything like that before, you were still crying but the reason was now from pure happiness "Thank you Michael. . this means so much." You hugged him with all your strength you put your face into his neck getting hid shirt wet in the process but he didn't care. All he cared was about was comforting you. You were so glad that someone finally supported you in the right way, it was so refreshing. This made you love him even more, you didn't want to just be his therapist at this poit. You wanted to be his friend, or even more. After hugging him he handed you your clothes, "I brought these up for you, I'm pretty sure you don't want to be in a towel all day." Your cheeks flashed pink for a second and you took your clothes thanking him before closing the door to change. After you put everything on you looked at yourself in the mirror, you smiled at your (favorite show) shirt. You loved wearing this shirt because of how much you loved the show. Once you were done admiring yourself in the mirror you made your way back down your stairs to see Michael once again. He was checking his phone, he looked up at you "So, (Y/N) I thought we could go out somewhere together, would you be interested in that?" Your eyes brightend in delight. "Of course! What do you have in mind?" you said back to him holding your hands together excitedly "I thought that we could go out for dinner later, a treat from me" you loved how nice he was, just must seemed odd for a therapist and their client get so close but you couldn't care less at this point. "In the mean time would you like to go over to my place?" you always wanted to go back there becauss of how nice it looked. You nodded quickly and you both walked outside to his car. Michael walked to the drivers side and got in before you. "(Y/N)!" you heard your name being slightly yelled from in front of you causing you to look up.

Dear god.

It was your ex again. You quickly hopped into Michaels car clearly scared. "Hey (Y/N) what happened? Are you okay?" You turned to Michael worried. "It was th-" 'knock knock knock' fuckkkk. . . You rolled down the window to see your ex starting back, they were about to speak until the saw Michael starting back at them unamused "That bitch again? really (Y/N)?" You were mad, you about to yell at them before Michael cut you off "Fuck off man, can't you just fucking leave him alone? He's not yours anymore back off. " They looked shocked, at that point Michael had already turned on the car and started to drive away. You could hear them yelling muffled curse words are the two of you as you drove away. Michael rolled the windows back up, "So (Y/N), would you like to play any music you like?" You could tell he wanted to change the mood. "Yeah actually, its pretty good" you decided to play 'Only god knows by The Beach Boys' it was a good song, you enjoyed it and hoped to listen to it with someone you were to get close with and Michael gave you the chance to. As the song started to play you could see Michael start to relax as he began to sing along to the lyrics, you decided to do the same.  "God only knows what I'd be without you God only knows what I'd be without you" the lyrics made your heart melt, you've always wanted a relationship like this and it seems so close. After multiple songs you finally arrived at his house, it was just as nice as you remembered. Even though you've already been here before it still shocked you at how nice it was. You hadn't noticed that Michael had already gotten out and walked over to your side to open the door for you. You giggled at him and rolled your eyes getting out of the car. "Thanks Mikey" He seemed to like the nickname by the way he smiled. Once you two made your way inside Michael pulled out his phone and called the restaurant he had planed for you to go. You were practically dying to know where he would take you, no matter what it was you wanted to know. After he got off the phone he looked at you and hugged you once again "Apologies, I just. . I'm just quite happy at this moment" it made you smile. You two sat in his kitchen talking over drinks, you two were laughing and having fun. Michael took out his phone and checked the time, it was 8:14pm and he though it was time to get going "Come on (Y/N) lets get going" You nodded and walked out the door, Michael following from behind.

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once the two of you made it to the restaurant you were greeted by a waiter and taken to your table. It was a very fancy restaurant with candle light and nice scenery, as you sat down you could tell that at this point Michael realized how shocked you were at the restaurant. "What? Have you never been to a place like this?" He said chuckling "NO! This is AMAZING!" you said to him stars truck.  He laughed at you and picked up his menu starting to read the options and you did the same. Once the waiter came back over he said his order of a steak with a side of salad and you chose a pasta. "The drinks?" the waiter asked "A wa-" "Champaign for the both of us please." The waiter wrote it down and walked away, taking the menus with her. You looked at Michael shocked once again "Michael! That's expensive! Why would you spend money like that on me?" He smiled. "You'll learn why soon love." Love, hm. That nickname seemed to always make you blush whenever it was used on you and when Michael said it, it did all the same. The waiter came back with your Champaign and told you the wait of your food. Michael took a sip of Champaign, swirling it in his glass. You grabbed your class and put it close to Michaels' "Cheers." You said smiling at him "Cheers." You both clacked each others glasses and took a sip . It felt dry as it went down your throat slowly turning sweet the more you savored it. Once again the waiter came back with your food and placed it in front of the both of you. It smelt wonderful, the best thing you had smelt in a while. You practically drooling, you grabbed your fork and took a bite of your pasta. It. was. AMAZING, it was so good you were smiling at the taste of it. "How is it (Y/N)?" You look up at Michael "Delicious mmgh" You said to him stuffing more into your mouth. You felt so strange doing it but it was too got not to. "How's yours?" you ask Michael "Its wonderful" The both of you continue eating in pleasure occasionally stopping to drink your Champaign.  Once you two were both done eating you sighed from delight "(Y/N), would you like to star gaze with me?" you perked up, you loved watching the stars and wanted to share a moment like that with someone special. "Yes! I would love to do that with you." Michael then bought the bottle of Champaign to go and payed the bill, the two of you walked out of the restaurant. Both of you got back into Michaels car and you both headed to a hill in your town, it was one of the best ones with the best view from here. You always wanted to go there but really never got a reason to go. The drive there was nice, the two of you listening and singing along to love songs, staring at the moon as you drove in the night. It was like a dream to you and you never wanted it to end. Once you got to the hill you hopped out of the car, Michael grabbed your hand running to the best spot on the hill to lay down. As the both of you fell to the soft grass you both giggled you both looked up to the sky admiring the stars, they were beautiful shining bright way up in the sky. You felt a hand on yours, you turned your head to see Michael looking back at you.

I cant do this anymore.

you put your hands on his face bring him in for a kiss and him doing the same back to you. You tasted the Champaign on his lips from earlier and you loved it. You broke the kiss looking at Michael, the both of you were flushed red but you didn't care. He kissed you again and the both of you started a hot make out session, he put his hands on your waist and you wrapped your hands around his neck. After a while you broke the kiss to take a breath, the both of you were breathing heavily at this point. "I love you (Y/N). ." Michael said between broken breaths. You smiled wide "I love you too Michael" He held you in his arms. It felt nice, you felt loved it was great. You were so happy you met him. You two laid in the grass cuddling staring at the stars. After a big you drifted of to sleep, the last thing you heard was "I love you so much.".

AHHH i LOVE how this turned out :) so cute i love it.

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