I continued to get messages from Sydney. I tried blocking her number but everytime I do, she just gets a new one.
213-910-8891
it's sydney, i
need you back.
213-622-7245
it's me again. i
still love you.
213-690-8219
it's syd. i love
you bella.
It was time to erase all trace of her. I went through my whole camera roll and deleted every single picture of her. I took all the polaroid pictures of her off my wall and burned them. I also burned the scrap book she made of me and her. I blocked her on all socials and blocked all her numbers.
I also signed up for an appointment to get a tattoo removal. It was a tattoo of half of a heart on my ankle, Sydney had the other half.
"I missed her. I regret everything. I don't love her but I can't be alone." I thought to myself.
I lay in my bed, just thinking about all my decisions.
"I still love her" - "No I don't, she's a bitch".
"I can't be alone" - "Yes I can, I'm a strong woman".
"I need to get her back" - "No, I'm never going to see her again".
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