It was a gloomy day. I just got back from school all covered in milk and tears. "They just can't seem to stop bullying me" I said crying and trying to get my keys out of my backpack.
When I finally found my keys and opens the door I saw nothing from my puffed eyes and I tripped walking in throw the door.
The floor was cold but I did not care I needed I moment to think.
I was wearing a skirt that was dark blue with white straps on it, my white shoes were all covered in mud from intense running as well as my white socks that went to my knees, my shirt had a milk stain on it. My hair was wet from it still few drops of milk fell on me.
After some time when I could not even feel my legs I stood up and took my phone out of my pocket. Still couldn't see well from the puffy eyes I had.
I slowly dialled my brothers phone number who was 30 at the time. The phone started to ring and I slowly put it next to my cheek.
"Hello?" He answered
I felt tears running down my cheeks again
"What at you doing?"
I asked while my voice was trembling and legs felt cold. Then I felt lonelier then ever before
"Just got back from work, wait are you crying?"
My knees collapsed and I felt the cold ground again.
"I can't do this anymore" I said in a quiet voice
"they bully me at school, i don't like it here" I said while sitting on my knees on a cold floor with my backpack by my side. It was cold and I felt sick in my stomach, it seemed like my organs were twisting and turning like never before,
"kids say that I'm a loner and that I should just kill myself!" I shouted "I miss you so much you are the only one left for me I have no one.
Karl I miss them....I miss them so much!" My eyes were wet again I started feeling something in my throat.
I was talking about my parents. It hadn't been long since they died. I missed them more then ever. Only a mont passed. I was living alone in this small apartment. My brother was travelling with work and was always buzzy.
"Y/n..." I could hardly hear him from my own tear's
"I know... I miss them too" he continued "stay at home, skip school tomorrow I'll be there. Just wait for me"
I stayed silently
"HEY can you hear me?!" He says louder "don't do anything that you would regret and wait for me" short silence hit
"Promise me that you won't " he added
"Mhm"I said silently. Feeling a ball of something stuck in my throat not letting me speak.
I hung up the phone and fell on the floor again, looking at the sealing felt my eyes close, that's how I fell asleep.
