it was my fault, please understand i did it all for you.•~•~•~•
⚠️ TW: S.A. ⚠️
Y/N
A little voice in my head has guided me through my life for as long as I can remember. I'm not sure what it is, but it really does know how to comfort me at the hard times. Sometimes, I feel like it's there with me, the only thing that understands me.
"So did you want to go to that party afterschool?"
I hear Aimsey speak up, she pulls me out of my daydreaming. I give her my best smile, "Uh, the one at Karl's place?"
"Yeah! And get this, I hear Nick's gonna be there!"
"Oh lord not this again."
"Oh c'mon y/n, that kiss in 7th grade meant nothing to you?"
"No, It really didn't Aims."
I chuckle at Aimsey, my best friend of 17 years. We were born on the same day, December 11th. Nick and I kissed during a spin the bottle game in middle school, and since then Aimsey hasn't stopped bothering me about it everytime he's mentioned.
"Well, I think your bluffing."
I was about to speak up when Ms. Ochoa, our English teacher, yells out,
"Y/n! Aimsey! Both of you quit the fuss, Aimsey, you can join Y/n in detention for the remainder of the week."Aimsey just nods to her, then whispers over at me, "Well, atleast we can draw funny pictures of ducks for 2 hours together!"
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It's 4:54, 6 minutes until Aims and I are out of here. I can say with confidence in the 2 hours of hell we have accomplished precisely 47 drawings of ducks in top hats, 28 origami frogs, and 12 and 1/2 pages back-to-back full of our conversations since we can't talk aloud. Aimsey passes me the half sheet and I read carefully:
so u still down 2 go 2 the party? :pI scribble down:
no way, thats how ever bad teenage drama movie starts, an illegal party
I pass the paper back and watch as her eyebrows furrow, she looks at me and rolls her eyes then aggresively writes down, crumbles, and throws the paper back:
your literally so boring, just go! >:[
I look at the paper and the voice in my head speaks to me yet again,
'Go, I promise you won't regret it.'
I sit for a second, smile, then write back:
fine, im in.
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Aimsey an I had went back to my house to get ready, I just wanted to get this night over with, and even though I really don't want to go, the voice in head suggested I do, and it's never done me wrong. Maybe I should come up with a better name than 'The voice in my head' perhaps... I look around my room, a lava lamp, and fake plant, and... an inspirational sign my dad got me as a 15th birthday gift I never hung up. Oh lord dad. Wait... 'All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them. -Walt Disney'
Dream. That has a nice ring to it.
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