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A Way Out

I finished making my tent to sleep, I've been away for 3 days since I ran away from home, after telling my parents my biggest secret they looked at me like I was a monster, all the people nearby looked at me like an anomaly, it was nothing more than a stranger to them...

Well, I was aware of it anyways...

"I should hunt for dinner..." I said as I hid to hunt my food for dinner.

After hunting 3 rabbits for dinner, I stacked firewood and lit a fire to cook my food, I thought about what had happened 3 days ago, before escaping, I was going to tell Principal Goodsky about Alea's death, but not before telling her the truth about me to my parents.

After telling them who I was and how I got here, they looked at me with bloodshot eyes. I would be lying if I said it didn't hurt me, I hate the fact that I said this at this exact moment...

Some moments in which my life was full of happiness and wonderful people. 

No los culpo por lo que sintieron, ni mucho menos tengo resentimiento a ellos.

At the end of the day, I don't even know what I'm doing in this body, if this were my real body... 

After all the disaster caused with my parents, I went to tell the director about Alea's death, I still couldn't bear it, the fact that I had witnessed the death of a person... A being as kind as them at the hand of a vile "Demon" or so I call them.

'I feel sick, how many people like her I haven't killed in my previous life' I thought after remembering the whole situation.

Yes, I know. I'm a monster...

A monster that was trying to change, and I'm still changing.

I don't know how many times my mind was killing me because of what I am.

But currently I only know one thing.

I'm alone right now

Alone in front of a world unknown to me, but at the same time very well known, after all it coincides with the hierarchies of my old world. 

The law of the fittest, you are devoured, or you are the carnivore of the place, there is no middle ground. 

And it is something that I have forgotten over time, I do not blame myself, I did not need the fact of being strong to be someone, much less it was my motivation to move forward.

But now that I have nothing and no one to share with, training is what has become my hobby, or my obsession.

But what's the point of training so much, being stronger physically.

If after all, I'm still weak-minded...

Wiping away a couple of tears that fell, I continued cooking one of the 3 rabbits that I had already hunted a couple of hours ago, I had forgotten to eat because I was thinking about so much.

To make a long story short, I spoke with Director Goodsky about Alea's death. It's no surprise that the Director was so overwhelmed, and in fact I saw her hesitating about something, and even though I asked what it was, I only received a simple "nothing" from her. your part

Then the director told me that she would help Tess with her will and that her grandfather was helping her, I quickly went to my training room to help her. 

After a few small problems in the end I was able to help Tess calm the will of the beast that had gotten out of control, the moment I let her rest on the ground I felt that something was trying to come out of my dimensional ring, but I held it and pulled it. the dimensional ring on the other side of the training room.