Lost spring // sskk

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Akutagawa pov:

I was painting two people dancing, holding hand, closed eyes, dancing slowing, the brunette man and a red head man, i just thought it looked cool. You know drawing these types of romance.

After a minute Dazai walked into the place i always went to paint. (an abandoned building)

"Akutagawa you know you should really stop going here, there might be ghost or what shit is here"

Said Dazai 'although i didnt care if there were ghost here, i just wanted some peace and quiet' were my thoughts

"Dazai, where else would i paint if not here?"
"mmmm.." Dazai think over it
"maybe at a flower shop? You can paint some flowers and I'll write some poetries about them!"
"i dont really like colorful things but, i like flowers."

As i get my materials,
We walked to the flower shop, we bumped into a short guy, redhead, long hair, and very annoying at first i thought it was someone's child but..

"Watch where you're going, dimshit!!" as he said
"sorry, little child" Dazai teased him
"im so sorry, we should've looked more carefully"

I said, but no response to the redhead, he quickly ran to speak to someone, it looked like a blonde boy carrying four flowers with his two hands.

'he looked exactly like the man i painted..' i thought
As we were walking, we reached our destiny.

I saw a boy one inch taller than me, beautiful grey fluffy hair, reading a book called the sun and her flowers. How amazing.

"welcome! I am Atsushi Nakajima and this is my father's flower shop, what would you like?"
He said
"i.. Uhm.. Looking for a Tubaroses, and may i stay here and paint for a few days?" i asked
"sure! Ill go get that flower for you, you can stay here as long as you like, your free to talk to any workers here!" i felt like i was safe in here, the flowers and plants looked like they were well taked care of

As the redhead boy we bumped into came.

"what the fuck are they doing here!?"
"ohh.. Someone's salty" Dazai smiled and felt proud for what he said
"haha.. Chuuya, calm down!" the greyboy speaked

"chuuya.. Huh" dazai sits next to me while saying those words.
"you have a problem with that?" this chuuya guy said
"nope, nothing"

As i continued to paint Atsushi, Dazai seemed to notice i was painting him.
"ooohh so someone's taken interest" Dazai whispered
"Dazai, i am not interested in men" i said, Atsushi probably heard me say that

As Atsushi walked in front of me to give me the Tubaroses, it was beautiful.
"hey, this is your flower, you wanted these right?"
"yes" i replied
It costs 3.82 dollars, expensive or not, I'd still buy it though
"i noticed you seemed to be painting me." Atsushi said
"yeah, i am" i answered while Dazai and redhead looking at me
"it's beautiful" Atsushi was amazed

"Thank you"

Atsushi's pov:

I saw this boy today, i cant believe he painted me
Is that really how i looked like, im so beautiful.
I heard his voice saying thank you
I felt the coldness to my warm skin when i touched his shoulders.
It felt like he was the winter i was looking for.

"haha, no need to thank me" i really wanted to ask for his name but i can't since his friend were there with him, it felt embarrassing.

He seemed to noticed that i wanted to say something

"is something wrong?" He looked at me worriedly
"N-no! I just wanted to ask for.. uhm.." i thought of an excuse
"An advice!! Y-yeah, i need to know how you paint!!"
I said hesitatedly.
"sure, ill come here tomorrow." i felt happy

Then kenji came and gave me the four flowers i bought.
1 Calibrachoas, 1 Mandevillas, and 2 Hydrangeasi bought them since they were easy to take care of.
"thank you so much, kenji!"
"Your welcome!"

"you bought them?" the black-haired boy asked
"yes, they are very beautiful!" i answered
"that's true" he stood up and look at his painting of me, he stretched his arms and fixed his stuffs
"leaving so soon?" his friend asked while writing a poems

"yeah, i have to go buy more materials, im running out of things" he said
Him and his friends left "farewell, Atsushi, let us meet again someday." he said

He said as if those words felt beautiful to me, as chuuya looked at me shocked i can see his face saying "what the fuck"

"you like him?, i didnt think you'd be head over heels over some gothic or whatnot person"
"oh shut up!" i went away to see dark, my dog.

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