The last 30 seconds were fucking weird. More like my eyes flashed before my eyes. We're back in the flower shop. But with a new person with us. A girl. She was like 5. Well looks 5- flesh out of the womb. A fetus.
She was crying to. Tf do I do? Young-Jin seems to have it under control. Ima just let him do his thing- and just stand here. Awkwardly. Lovely.
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Aera was leaning on the wall with her arms crossed watching Young-Jin and the younger girl. Young-Jin was kneeling down to her level. ❝My mommy.. is outside..❞ The younger girl quietly said.
Aera quickly turned her head to look at the willow. Zombies were trying to get in but, the glass was strong enough for them not to. ❝Don't look.❞ Young-Jin told the girl, grabbing the sides of her head to prevent her from looking.
Then he pulled her into a comforting hug. The younger girl softly cried into his shoulder. Young-Jin felt tears swell in his eyes.
The girl in the red overalls reminded him of himself when he was younger. When Moon would hug his worries away. It felt too real now. The apocalypse. It now felt so real for him.
Aera walked over to the pair and got down to her knees, wrapping her arms around the two of them.
❝Don't worry. You're perfect.❞He said with tears spilling down his face.
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❝You guys can leave a message as well if you want.❞ On-jo told Moon and Nam-ra handing over the camera. Moon and Nam-ra were away from the group. Sitting next to each other while looking out at the willow.
Moon grabbed it. ❝Thanks.. uh. Can you go? So I can. Y'know..❞ Moon awkwardly asked. On-jo only nodded and walked back to the group.
Moon looked at Nam-ra. ❝can you cover your ears?..❞
❝I would still be able to hear.❞
❝oh yeah. Forgot. Uh. Zombie powers.❞ Moon said making Nam-ra crack a smile.
Nam-ra covered her ears anyways. Moon smiled at that. Even if it didn't help with Nam-ra not hearing, she still did it to make Moon feel better.
Moon never really talked much about her family, nor her feelings toward others. So, you always felt more comfortable with people closing their eyes or covering their ears while she's trying to think about what she's gonna say.
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How do I say my feelings? I mean. Like. I don't know. How do I say my feelings? I can think of them. I can show them. I just can't- I can't fucking say them. Especially when I need to.
I press the recording button and held up the camera for it the see my face. I'm gonna leave a message for Young-Jin. Yeah. One for him. I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out.
Why tf can't I just say it? ❝Young-Jin.❞
❝I'm- I'm sorry. For not coming to save you. You're probably scared. And think that this is so unreal. And-.. I'm just. I'm sorry. But, I promise if I don't make it. I uh.. I promise to paint the sky for you.❞ Shit. Why is my voice cracking? Don't cry.
Just don't fucking cry. ❝I will try and look for you. If- if it's not too late.. just. The thought of me being too late to save you. It fucking hurts. And I- I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry that I failed you.❞
❝And I- I want you to know that this isn't your fault. If you feel like it is, it isn't. So don't worry, your perfect.❞ I said. Shit. I'm fucking crying now.
❝And when I find you. We.. can go get ice cream at that one ice cream store, you like. Y'know? The one we use to go there as k-kids. You liked the mint chocolate chip one with the waffle cone. And uh- watch horror movies. We can do all the things we use to do..❞ I said. I felt more tears fall.
And I can feel eyes on me now. I'm pretty sure the rest of the group was either looking at me or listening to me, probably both. ❝I love you, young-jin. And I uh- I hope that I was a uh- I hope that I was a good mom to you. Because you were the best son anyone could ask for..❞
▔▔▔▔▔ ❝My Nuna will come and save us. I promise.❞ He whispered
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