Band tee, black ripped skinny's, leather jacket, piercings, skateboard, headphones, eyeliner. Go. I said in my mind, meanwhile getting ready. My room is practically lathered in band posters, my favorite being Falling In Reverse. A number of band t-shirts snuck onto my floor day by day, covering my gloomy grey carpet. My room wasn't particularly 'big', just enough space for my double bed, wardrobe and my dresser; which was over ridden with make up, mainly being eyeliner.
I threw on my clothes, after finishing my winged eyeliner, grabbed my galaxy printed bag and thudded down stairs. " Bethany, where are you going?" I hear my mum shout from the kitchen. I walk in there ignoring her unimportant questions. "Bethany I'm talking to you" her sharp voice pierces through my ears. " It's Beth, Mum.Beth." I say morbidly as i grab a can of Monster out the fridge and make my way out. Slamming the door before i can get questioned again. She doesn't need to know where im going.
Goose bumps rise on my skin as i hear my music flowing through my ears. " 9 o'clock on the dot at the spar and I'm hanging with her friends again.." i catch my self humming along to the song and walking to the beat.
*Ding*
'Text Received From Blake'
"We need too talk..."
My mind looses the sound of the song, and my heart rate speeds up like a race car at the begging of a race.
*Ding*
'Text Received From Blake''
"How far away are you"
"Shit" I mumble, hopefully not very loudly, not realising my earphones are still playing music. I unlock my phone and start typing, relying on auto correct to understand what im saying. Or rather what I'm trying to say...
" On the bus will be 10 mins at most.. What do you need to talk to me about babe...:/"
*Send*
I quickly press the stop button on the bus and start walking. Yes, i lied... I had to. There's no way im gonna turn up to his house without thinking this through. I flick to the next song on my play list, Peirce the Veil - One Hundred Sleepless Nights. Nasty thoughts fly through my head " What if hes gonna leave me" "What if hes cheating on me" "WHAT IF-" I argue with myself in my head telling my self to shut up. "He might just need to discuss something important" I try and reassure myself.
I realize how fast i've walked and how close i am to Blake's house, my walking pace slows almost to a halt before i realize The Co-Operative in my sight. "Well here goes nothing..." I mumble to myself.
I hate going into shops on my own. This always feel like people are staring at me, or the shop keeper wants me to hurry up. Oh but the worst part! No don't get me started on that.. Never mind.
*Ding*
'Text Received From Blake'
" Where are you...?-_-"
Slipping my phone back into my back pocket, i ignore his text. Who does he think he is? Bossing me about like this.. I feel my body sink as if I already know I've been betrayed. I get that rapid heart palpitation, you know? When you've had some bad news, or you know something bad is going to happen.
Before I know it i arrive at his door, and i freeze. Time stops. Everything is still...
