PARTNER•J.B.Barnes

02

Becca:

I wake up to shouting outside my room which is strange because i'm sure that Barnes said this was his floor and there's only two bedrooms so who the hell is arguing at this time of the morning? I swing my door open to see Steve and Barnes arguing both angry and red in the face. "So...what are you early birds screeching about?", i whisper looking at them with a brow raised. "You really don't remember?", Barnes asks angrily and i scrunch my brows at him, he sighs angrily before pulling his shirt off and turning around...my god.

I feel my stomach drop and my hand flies to my mouth. "James", i whisper, this is too much emotion for the start of the morning. "They were the beatings i took for you, then what i got for you leaving me, fucking traitor", Bucky spits angrily. He doesn't look that different my mind has always been scrambled since i left that place. Thing is Hydra had no idea about the teleportation thing, neither did Bucky, it was something i figured out on my own on a mission. I took the one chance i had and teleported out of there.

To New York, which is where Fury found me and dumped me here like a busy dad who didn't care. "We need to talk, you can't just assume i didn't want to come and find you and bring you with me", i argue back at his hating gaze but he scoffs. "I knew you, if you wanted to do something you would do it end of", he spits angrily while Steve stands a few steps back awkwardly. I look at Steve and nod for him to leave, i think he's scared i can't handle Bucky but i was the only person in Hydra compounds he couldn't knock on their ass which drove him mental.

Once Steve left i sat on the sofa and Bucky sits relatively close but not too close. "Talk", he says staring ahead intensely. "I know your not listening when your staring ahead like that", i whisper but he shakes his head and scoffs. "You don't know shit anymore", he whispers, so angry. "I was on a mission, remember germany?", i ask and he nods once, "we were both there trying to just get a hit of whatever medicine they sent us after. We split up as the Avengers came, they were bold and strong so i went one way, i was fighting Tony but i don't think he realizes yet", i smile at the memory which seemed like centuries ago but it was only a year  ago.

"Carry on", Bucky says sitting back relaxing almost. "I got into a bad fight with him, he didn't hold back. Of course he tried talking me out of fighting him but i was under and I was sinking fast. Until i got a blow to the head, i don't know what did it or who, maybe Stark did it. I'm thankful though, it knocked me out of whether Hydra had over me and then i teleported. I never knew i could do that", i whisper the last part. "I looked everywhere for you and when i did find you i realized your complusion to Hydra would never break as easy as mine, i was right after all. I heard about your time in Wakanda. I'm proud of you James", i say trying smile softly but he still had that deadpan serious face.

"So in other words you saved yourself, even though every time we were in there i would put you first, give you my food, pillows, clothes, beds. I would take the wrath for you and let them give me beating instead of marking your pure innocent body", he says getting up angrily. "I didn't ask you to do that Barnes and you know it. I could've handled it but you would never let me", i shout and he looks taken back. He shakes his head and walks off to his bed room. I sigh and throw my head in hands crying. I sit on the couch with my legs tucked in.

I swear if i could i would've took him with me but this was the one chance i would've ever got. The whole time i was out in the world i thought about him, there wasn't a day i wouldn't but the news loved him, would say when they saw him last and i would try and get there in time to get him but every single time he would be packed back up in a jet or a van he'd be taken away. Two arms wrapped around me and carried me into another room. I looked up and saw it was Bucky, he sat on the bed and laid me on his chest. I could feel how puffy my eyes were from how much i cried this early in the morning.