soulmates who weren't meant to be

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  "I love you Venus!" Alan's voice echoed through the theater after the flustered Venus bought him a pack of popcorn. 

Today as Ana promised, they were at the movies, and saying that Alan was excited would be an understatement. He has been jumping around since they told him they were getting him out of the hospital for the day. 

Alan ended up choosing the movie, Ana and Diego thought he would be choosing something like the "guardians of the galaxy" but no, Alan chose "Piccadilly incident". Venus was surprise at this to say at least, and wondered why he had chose this movie, out of all the movies that there was, he chose the one of the book that he was reading earlier when they met, was it just a coincidence? Or did he actually meant to? 

They finally found their seats through the ocean full of people, and Ana was seating besides Diego and Venus with Alan, how convenient, right? 

Already through half of the movie Venus was so invested in it, not tearing his vision apart from the big screen. Although he had seen this movie a million times it never failed to bring him to tears, he thought about it, why, why would he waste tears in the same thing that he already saw, and he had no answer for that. Maybe it was because of the thought of losing your soulmate, but that would ridiculous, he never was interested on the such thing we call "love".

 He never fully understood the meaning of the word "love" or "to be loved", he never loved or has been loved by someone aside from his parents, he thought he was "unlovable" and deep down he just wanted, no, craved the touch of a significant other. 

Alan seemed to be distracted, he couldn't stay focused on the movie, his palms were sweating, his breath was uneven, and his heart pounded on his chest so hard that he was sure the whole movie theater could hear it, and he didn't even know why. 

He was getting so frustrated, he was doing things out of his will, like choosing the movie specifically after he searched up the name of the book Venus was reading the day they met, or somehow always changing the subject to Venus, it always Venus. He was always so expressive and confident about his feelings, but when it came to Venus it was a whole different situation, suddenly he was shy, and that made him curious, what was this feeling? 

He knew what the feeling was, of course he knew, from the moment he saw the brunette guy. He was falling in love, and that scared him to hell. He can't fall in love, not know, or at least not in this lifetime.