Never Give up and Stop Giving a Fuck

The key to life is to be happy within yourself and who you are as a person. As a professional non fuck giver I can warn you this may cause you to be a slight bitch at the peak of the process. Anyways time to meet the author, I am abbey and people think of me as a bitch but guess what I don't give a shit and I can teach you how to do that as well. A key message before I start sharing the steps of not giving a fuck. " All you have forever and always is yourself ."

At the very beginning of elementary school that's when others started to tease me. They called me names and names, basically harassing me at an extremely young age. Those words stuck with me through thick and thin and I couldn't get the image out of my head of someone who I wasn't. Around 14 years old I hit rock bottom and I thought it would be best for a change, to make me a happier person. All I wanted was a better outlook on life. I asked my parents how I should change, and how I can't allow others to be able to hurt me so easily. They usually said " Just ignore it," but that was ridiculous because that's so much easier said than done. That got me nowhere in life, and I'm sure you don't know how to just ignore it because that is so complex no one understands what they mean. After I looked past all of the bullshit I wanted to dig deeper. Other people were unreliable for not helping me. This was the moment I realized the only person that gets you is yourself. I took my happy ass to The Amazon App and I purchased this book I heard about from my aunt. The book was titled " The Power of Now" by Eckhart Tolle. I finished the book a few days later and after I read it I felt like I just got an amazing push to happiness for myself. I ended up cutting off all the stupid people in my life and started spending a lot of time with Mary Jane and my mirror. Taking care of myself was my new favorite thing to do. I would wake up early and go to sleep late. I honestly was living my best life. Spending so much time with myself and myself only gave me a few narcissistic traits. Although that is a very tough con (for other people), this is just the middle of the process and you aren't fully ready to go off on your own stably in the cruel world . I once got into this crazy fight because I had a horrible attitude and not thinking before I said anything. So warning be careful! (I am not responsible for your damages.)

The better part to the peace and happiness of not giving a fuck is our last and final step. After you finish this step you are set for the rest of your life. Sooner or later you're gonna start caring if everyone is avoiding you because of your big ego or your bitchiness. Even though you don't care, you can't fully stop your brain from working. Maybe you're having a problem in the professional life like school or your job. Maybe they heard you were a bitch. This is where you learn how to manipulate like a bad bitch. Manipulation is frowned upon but everyone does it and people are sensitive when they get manipulated, although they are usually the biggest manipulators. See I have been manipulating since day 5 of me being alive. I have a very manipulative father and a very manipulative mother and that usually rubs off onto the kid or whoever they have raised. Some people though do not know how to manipulate at all and they get stepped on most of the time by others who can manipulate. Manipulation is honestly a survival skill in our world. Everyone does it just either to get what they want, or to save themselves. In this case you would be saving yourself from all the negativity because no matter how much you don't give a fuck, you still need other humans support just because humans are literally a type of animals and its just like how other animals are so protective of their babies and their little ones. To really achieve this skill you will have to be super nice to anyone act like someone you are not (especially if you are a bitch). You are already protected, others will just start to reflect off of your positive energy. Pretend you are a mirror. Every person that looks at u sees themselves but it's really you. Therefore, everyone is absorbing the energy you have. One thing I can say because you might take that the wrong way... don't be fake. You can act nice and still be real with someone its just with a little bit more moderation of watching what you say and not judging others. You learn to actually always do that and soon you won't be a total bitch anymore. Karma always works like that nothing bad will happen if you have a plan. Don't be that one person that acts like a bitch on purpose and say it's a part of your self help journey. I think you should keep it to yourselves because others don't really care.

When you have found yourself completely, you may be wondering... " What do I do now? How do I stay stable when there is no more steps?" You can do anything if you just think about it. Some people like to use religion for guidance. Others may not need anymore guidance at all after their self journey. It all depends on the person! I do know having someone to follow is always fun as long as you are making yourself your top priority. Something I do say to never do after this journey is to never ever use another person as guidance. People are just people. You guys are on the exact same level as each other and you need something a little higher than you for guidance just so you know you are safe to be guided. People betray people, either they die or they stab you in your back really hard. Just remember to always stay true to yourself. If things in this world were a little different and no one gave any shits everyone would get along because people who don't care usually stick to themselves. All of the drama in the world would be banished because every one didn't care and life would be so much different than it is now. Our earth would be so much more of a purer state and everyone would be happy.

This journey took me a few years do NOT be upset if you do not get it the first time, just have that mindset you don't give a fuck and try again. Soon enough you will have it! Whatever you do you shouldn't look negative to this because every good change has a rough middle and beginning, but in the end it is always so worth it. That applies for all situations not just not giving a fuck. Everyone is headed to a new society if everyone listens to what I have to say. Take care of yourself.