NAGISING AKO DAHIL nararamdaman kong parang yinuyugyog ako
Dahan-dahan kong iminulat ang aking mga mata at gano'n nalang ang pagluha ko ng makita na ang taong gumising sa akin ay ang taong gustong- gusto kong makita at makasama
Si DADDY
"OH my baby Thea" sabi niya na para bang alon sa dagat sa sobrang nakakakalma at napakasarap sa aking pandinig
Hindi ko mapigilang hindi mapahikbi
Mabilis akong bumangon at yinakap siya
" Daddy I'm so sorry hindi po sana ako umuwi para hindi ho sila maghiganti. I'm sorry sorry sorry daddy" sabi ko habang patuloy na umaagos ang luha sa mga mata.
"Nagsisisi akong tumakas ako sa mga kidnappers noon Daddy I swear nagsisisi ako, kung hindi ako tumakas eh di sana hindi sila naghiganti at hindi nila pinaulanan ng bala yung BAHAY. Dahil do'n daddy nawa-la ka sa a-min ng tu-luyan"
"Althea masaya akong nakauwi ka ng ligtas no'n kaya bakit ko iniisip na dapat hindi ka nalang sana umuwi? Honey alam mo ba kung bakit nasasaktan ka parin ngayon?
Umiling ako
" Kasi sinisisi mo sarili mo sa nangyari, inaako mo na kasalanan mo at higit sa lahat sweetheart hindi mo kayang patawarin ang sarili mo" Daddy
"Kasi alam naman po natin na kasalanan ko po lahat-lahat, kung bakit kayo NABARIL at nawa-la, kung bakit naging byuda si Mama Luciana at kung bakit wala na ang ama ni kuya." Sabi ko
"You need to accept the fact that I'm no longer living, Althea anak kailangan mong i-let go at kalimutan ang mga nangyari noon hindi pwedeng habang buhay mong dala-dala yun. You have to live without thinking about me, without blaming yourself cause darling I already have accepted the fact that I can no longer be with you all. Sapat na sa akin na malaman ko na masaya kayo, na nagkakasundo kayo " daddy
" But still daddy it's my fault" saad ko habang nakayuko
" How many times do I have to repeat what I have said Althea? As I told you, you should grew up. You're 23 already and yet still trapped in the past. Please baby darling don't make me repeat it again and again. I love you as always and I never did blame you for what have happened to me, it was all according to God's Will. Hindi mo hawak ang mangyayari, lahat tayo hindi natin alam what will happened next." Daddy
"What about Mama and kuya? They're blaming me too that's why I can't even forgive myself... It's not like I want you to scold them for me but daddy how can I move on if yung mga taong nakapalibot sakin hindi rin makalimot sa nakaraan?"
" Don't think about them Thea baby think about yourself. You have to go see the world furthermore. You have to enjoy being young lady kasi nga ikinulong ka ni mama Luciana mo. Go on baby I know you can do it" daddy
" I just found out that I am not really your daughter, it's making me worry more kaya pala sobrang nasasaktan sila kuya kasi all along hindi ho ako totoong galing sa inyo at ako pa yung dahilan kung bakit namatay kayo"
"Thea please listen to daddy I might not be your biological father but in my heart I can feel it, I know you belong to me that you are my daughter. Kaya naman mag move on kana Thea. Start first by accepting the fact that I have died, then start forgiving yourself." Sabi ni daddy trying to motivate me again for the nth time
"And don't even dare create another 'but' Althea it'll make me feel horrible. I beg them to let me visit you even just here, in your dream because I want to tell you those things baby. I've been watching you since then and I don't like how your Mama and kuya treat you but a while ago all of did it, your mama did burst out her anger at you again and later on realize that she have to set you free and tell you that 'secret' we've been hiding.
BINABASA MO ANG
Craving For Love
General FictionWARNING: This story is not for young reader's especially those who are not open minded. This might contains violence, scenes, blood,and other words that are not suitable for young reader's. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK She just want to experience how it fe...
