i didn't quite understand at first why
you were so special to me.
i didn't understand why you stood out
from the rest.
everything about you was magical.
a type of love i couldn't feel for
anybody else.
even on our worst days, i would've
never left your side.
you know i didn't want things to
change.
but i missed you so much it hurt.
i couldn't sleep most nights and my
pillow was stained with tears.
hearing your name filled me with
pain.
i would've given anything to turn
back the clocks, to be with you one last
time.
i never told you how much your
absence tore me apart, even if i know
i should have.
I'm sorry i let you down as much as
i did.
i hope you know i still love you the
same.
