She adores the rain. I once saw her watch how the raindrops dripped from the roof. I saw how she smiled when she finally witnessed how the raindrops finally dropped to the wet road.
He never like the rain. He hated it. He hates the feeling of sticky sensation whenever you go out after it rained. He never like how rain made him feel lazy and sleepy. He always brings umbrella.
While her, she unites with the rain. She even danced under it most of the times. She's so happy. And so he is. Him watching her enjoying the rain, made him love the rain too. It symbolizes her happiness. Every time it rains, he knew she's happy.
He hated darkness. The lonely feeling it can make you feel sucks. It is also scary. We never know what's out there. We never know who we meet or what is going to happen.
But when he saw her watch the stars from the window of her room, with full darkness behind her, it amazed him. And that's when darkness became a synonym of the word " braveness ".
He then learned that darkness was never scary at all. Especially now that he have her. There's no more darkness at all because of how she lights up his world.
She loves being alone. It's the only way she can feel relaxed and at peace. Though for him, her silence means fear. Whenever she's silence, he's afraid what goes through her mind. She loves the comfort of being alone until someone made her feel that having someone beside you whatever you do is one of the things, everyone wished to feel.
I watched him learn to dance under the rain. While holding her hand. And stepping through directions. I watched them laugh with their wet looks. I watched their smiles and their happiness.
I watched how he laid beside her when she planned on watching the stars from the park's grassy field. I watch how his eyes shine whenever he looks at her as if she's his biggest star.
And I watched her planned dates. I saw how she listed everything she wanted to do alone. But this time, she especially noted to take him with her in every place listed on it.
I watched them enjoy their trip. Their laughs, their genuine happiness. Something I could never experienced.
But one day, I saw her. Holding an umbrella when the rain starts pouring. She looks so mad at the rain water for wetting her uniform. Something she never mind before.
I saw her rest at night. Instead of looking up upon the stars. She also left her room lights open. And that's how she started fearing darks.
I saw how she tore all the plans she created. And stayed at her room almost forever. She have no friends but him. But there's no him who I saw again with her.
But suddenly, he appeared out of nowhere. But this time, I saw how he engage someone else to shower in the rain. How he asked another girl to accompany him at night.
I always watch the both of them in hope for them to be happy with each other. It may not be me for him or me for her. It became fine for me. But what's not fine is finding out that she's just an experiment for him.
To test his feelings. To know where he can adjust his mind and correct his thoughts. To know how to manage every situations well. He planned everything.
With no feelings involve.
