poems i write at 2 a.m. and decide to post

twenty

i feel like i'm obsessed

i want your touch

maybe i'm too little

maybe i'm too much.

everything all at once

i can't help but feel

that everything you tell me

is somehow not real.

i'm living in a lie

brain's heavy all the time

darling call me "mine"

please don't let me die.

i'm soaring through the stars

whenever you're near or far.

please don't let me go

i'll love you anyway though.

i'm digging through my chest

clawing at what's there

trying to reach my heart

that you've brought into air.

i feel like i'm in orbit

feeling very morbid

wishing i was dead

but then you're in my head.

there's nothing i can do

convince me that you're being true

though i'd excuse it anyway

i'm fucking crazy for you.

so please love me fine

thinking all the time

i'll be yours forever

if only you are mine.