Rebellious memories and many losses

Part 2

Chapter 2

As I have faded in to the darkness my body gave up. As if I shouldn't exist. The only thing that's keeping me from not letting the darkness take me whole was this warmth I could feel  all over my body. It makes me think I'm back at home in my fathers embrace. My father was the only one who could make me feel like I can survive anything. I snuggle  close to the warmth, but notice that the warmth has a strong muscled body. the sound of a deep laugh  brings me to conscience, I slowly open my eyes. my vision seems foggy. I take a moment to get my senses right. I listen to whats around me, I hear the song the birds sing, the wind move the leaves, and the sound of wings brushing the wind. Its the song of home, I can imagine the towns people sing to the melody as the sun would rise and everyone starting the day. I flutter my eyes trying to get the fog out of the way and I see him, the boy... but its seems like I some how know him. But I've never met him, apart from when he found me...and showed me... and that's when I could feel this fire inside me is too much. the pain it was spreading all over my body. I let out a scream, a blood curdling scream. I tried to fight the pain but it was no use. Thats when these images zoomed past me. I could see a woman and a man gatherd around a small child. They had such a breath taking smile. Then just like it came it was gone and a new one come it was the man again holding a little girl in his arms and spinning, they where laughing. And BAM just like that it was gone. They kept coming and going only a few stood out. Like the one of the girl but she wasn't a little girl now she was a little bit bigger. she was running from a little boy they where laughing and giggling. I felt like I could cry. there was a man in the shadows but the little girl didnt notice. Then it switched. the girl was running tears in her eyes, pushing past bushes and brantches. She sat by a tree and thats when I could see she wasnt a little girl any more she was a woman. Slowly a man frome the shadows came out. He had something small and sharp, I could see the shimmer it gave off but the woman haddnt noticed. I tried to yell but nothing came out. The man was behind her and just like that she was on the ground shaking vilantly. then it switched again and the girl was straped down on some kind of metal table. She bagged to be free but no one would listen, there where ony two men there and they where old. Had gray hair. The skin all pail and shriveled. One older man borught a table with hidden objects on it. And she noticed she was attached to machines. Bursting threw the door was the shadow man he glided to her. He told her that every thing will be ok and to relax. She bagged to be set free. The shadow man took the sheet off the table. There where all kinds of sharp objects. he took one and slit her arm from the elbow to the wrist. The pain it's getting worse, it's like I can actually feel the pain. And that's when it dawned on me... That girl is actually me...