~~ The thoughts of a gay ~~

Introduction

Hi there, im sage and this is my thoughts book :))
 i like to dress very masculine and androgynous and dressing feminine makes me feel a bit weird.
im questioning if im a lesbian or bisexual right now but all i can say is women>> and nick nelson>> im also demisexual<3

Im inlove with music like: Girl in red, McCafferty, Cavetown, Michael Jackson, David Bowie, Paramore, Mindless self indulgence, ect.
i also love musicals! such as: Hairspray, waitress, Greace, Mamma mia, heathers.

i get scared really easy so horror films<<<. any sort of scary thing makes me jump. if i see a pencil randomly fall from the desk im working on after everyone hasnt moved i will literally freak out. i love to write poetry and music, but its kinda scary to show to people because im scared of getting judged.

I live in the UK and im a teenager, im not going to say my actual age but yeah. im quite shy and introverted but around my friends im kinda a mix between shy and talkative.

My birthday is 27th Sept. and im a libra, i only have some similarities with my zodiac sign but idk. Im an art kid but i go to art club AND musical theatre to support my best best best friend toby. He is so sweet and nice i love him so much/platonic.

I have a partner and may 6th will be our 3 month<3 They are also a bookworm, like me, and they are an aries, they are NOTHING like their stereotypical zodiac. they are sweet, nice and hardly lose their temper. 

My aesthetic is kinda hard to explain..One day im goth, next day im hippie, next day im fairy grunge. Its kinda like a mix between them 3 so i dont really know what to do with that just yet.

Music is my comfort. who needs therapy when your on your 59th playlist on spotify? Music is something i can relate to, its weird but its true. when im happy i listen to happy music to hype myself up. when im sad, i put on a mix of both to lighten the mood of feel like someone relates to what im feeling. when im angry, maybe i put on some GRLwood and blast it on my speaker when noones home, screaming the lyrics. its simple! it makes me feel alive in a way? it makes me feel like im not pressured to talk about my feelings when i have a song playing doing it for me.

i have obsessions with..a lot of people.. im inlove with nick nelson, harry styles, david bowie, tao xu, Li shang. (A/N: Just realised im inlove with all these men because they make me feel euphoric)

My obsession with cats have gone too far. i love cats to death but i have 2 dogs. I LOVE MY DOGS SO MUCH but cats are better im sorry.. i wouldnt change my dogs for the world they are so loyal and protective and chubby and just yes.

im inlove with disney movies. like i dont know if its because i like the soundtrack or i never had a normal childhood but damn mulan hits different.

My friends think im a slut<3 i am a slut<3 im a slut for everyone. and imma be ugly af while i do it.

Anyways i think thats it, thank you for reading!:D