~~ The thoughts of a gay ~~

update on my gender and sexuality :)

hey guys its 9:15pm and i thought i would give you guys an update on my gender and sexual orientation since its important to me and i think i should let you guys know :))

Sexuality: Ive come to terms with my sexuality and im pretty sure im a lesbian.
i used to think i was a lesbian before i saw..kit connor..when i saw him i started to question my sexuality and i thought i was bisexual. but now i realise im not attracted to men, i just find some of them attractive.

Gender: Ive always had an issues with my gender.the amount of times it changed within a month is absolutely unreal. But i think im nonbinary.i like dressing feminine, masculine and androgynous but but the way i like to dress dosent equal my gender and i dont fit into the gender binary

while were here i would like to take a chance to talk about my dysphoria. My dysphoria causes me a lot of difficulty in my life, some of which includes falling into a depressive episode. My dysphoria isnt really something that can go away, it can just fade with time. Im not a girl, im not a she. im also not a boy, im not a he. Ill try and hide my chest and make my voice more neutral but some things dont work as much. so for now ill continue to drown myself in the sea of dysphoria, and maybe at the bottom ill find me :)