I've cracked the code
It makes sense now
Why they all leaveI always wondered why they turned away when it hurt most...
Right after I let them inAt first I thought it was by chance, a random thing with no true meaning
Then it happened again, just as I let them in they left
There were the explanations of how I pushed them too hard and how it was my fault they left and that they needed time to recover
Sorry, I didn't realize my feelings were that hard for you
I didn't realize it hurt you for me to tell you how I feel
I didn't realize how much you hated the real me
I didn't realize how hard it much be for you, to realize you care about someone broken
It makes sense in the end, don't all broken things get thrown away?