Meltdown

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Regie POV:

Today was the day we were finally going to tell the others about our decision. And I could tell Ryan did not wanna leave this early in the morning but the only time that was resnable for us was around 10 am.

"Ryan I know you don't want to leave but please we need to go." "NO STAY HERE." I knew I was gonna have to basically sell my soul to get him out the house but it had to be done. "Fine I guess someone doesn't want the new Transformer toy such a shame because we were going to go after leaving the cafe." As soon as Ryan heard the words 'transformer' and 'toy' all of a sudden he ran like his life depends on it.

After about 15-20 minutes me and Ryan were ready to head out the door. "Do you have everything?" No response so I said it again because Ryan has a habit of zoning out when he was excited. "Ryan" he turned to me "Do you have everything you need?" I got a small nod and his hands flapping in response. "Okay let's go" I said locking the door behind me and getting in the car putting on Ryan's seatbelt.

20 minutes later

We had finally arrived at the cafe and I turned my head to see Ryan sleeping and he just looked so cute but I had to do what had to be done so I went to the side of the car he was on and opened his door. "Ryan I need you to get up we are at the cafe." All I got was silence "Ryan you have to get up we are here" I had said while shaking him all I got was him keeping his eyes closed and making grabby hands up at me. I mean he was already sleep and he doesn't want to wake up so I might as well carry him. After picking him up we head inside.
While we were walking in I noticed I really had to use the bathroom. I had noticed there are barley to nobody in the cafe which was good if Ryan woke up while I was talking to the rest. I turned my head when I heard my name called

"Regie over here" I turned my head to see Oliver waving his hand toward me telling me to come over so I walked over. I walked over to them and said hello to each of them while rushing. "Hey I know this is random but can you watch Ryan for a bit I really have to use the bathroom," "Yea sure just um sit him next to Darren." "Thank you so much but if Ryan wakes up just give him this" I said while handing Oliver a tablet with a  red casing. "I'll pay for everything." I said while rushing to the bathroom.

Oliver POV:

While Regie was in the bathroom me and the boys were left to watch Ryan.
"So when did y'all move to LA?" Seb asked "I got here about 2 years ago." Kane said.
"REALLY I thought you were here your whole life because of that additude." I guess Darren had said really too loud because that exact moment Ryan began to stir and whine probably from getting woken up from yelling.

!!!WARNING!!!   ( meltdown)

"Regie" was all Ryan mumbled, "Regie is in the bathroom right now but he'll be back." I said trying to calm him down as he was looking around frantically, "Regie"  Ryan had said a little more agitated. "As I had said before he is in the bathroom" Ryan just looked at me for a few seconds before he started pulling at his hair with one arm while his other arm had his sleeve pulled all the way up while chewing on it. Me and the other boys were stunned as Ryan was pulling at his hair almost about to scream while stomping his foot on the ground. So I did the only thing that made sense in my brain and ran to the bathroom looking for Regie.

Once I made it to the bathroom I had starting calling Regie's name and immediately got a response while Regie was just now walking out one of the stalls washing his hands. "So what do you need?" I tried to respond the best I could while studdering still trying to prosess what was happening. "Ryan h-he's pulling on his hair a-and stomping on the ground and non of us know what to do." All I got in response was a Shit from Regie and him running out the door with me following.

Once we made it back to the table Regie immediately grabbed Ryan's hands but I can tell he grabbed them softly. Regie was trying to get Ryan to look him in the eyes while the rest of us just sat there watching not knowing what to do. Regie was still trying to get Ryan to calm down but nothing was working to Regie told me to grab the backpack that he brought and give it to him while he took Ryan outside.

Regie POV:

Once I took Ryan outside I could tell Ryan had calmed down a little but I still needed him to stop pulling his hair all the way. "Ryan can you hear me?" All I got in response was a 'mmh' but that was enough for me to understand that he was listening. "I need you to sit down and take your hands out your mouth and hair okay." I said while lowering his hands from his mouth and him moving his hand from his hair. "Good okay now I need to know" I said in a questioning voice "why did start pulling your hair?" I waited for a few seconds until Ryan responded with a short "can't see." Which I was happy with because lately our parents and I have been trying to get Ryan to talk more. "Okay I understand and I'm sorry I should have told you, do you forgive me?" Ryan gave me a small nod. "Okay now do you want the tablet or the headphones for which Ryan pointed at the tablet. "Okay here" I said handing him the tablet.

After a few minutes me and Ryan walked back into the cafe with Ryan watching his show with his headphones flapping his hands once in a while.


Andddddd DONE thank y'all for coming along with this journey but 1088 words later I am done and now have to work on part 2.

There's one more thing I forgot to mention (what is it)  I love you bye we🥰😘😘❤️♥️💘💝💕💖💓💖💞💏👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👰🤵🌹

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