Whats Meant To Be...Will Be.

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Karan
Its time for me to go on stage and I am super excited and nervous to talk to Salman sir. Lets do this #harmaidanfateh.
I go on stage and sir starts talking to me he asks me wether I am here to dangal or mingle and I give an answer  mingle and again my mind scolds me.. why did I give that answer yeah I know that I now want to settle down and have a genuine and stable relationship that doesn't mean I am going to find my true love here inside the BiggBoss house. Way to come out of my casinova image.

He then invites Akasa on stage and its nice fun playing a game of twister and friendly competition. Akasa enters the house and I am sent backstage to enter through another route well its what's the word yeah a different experience. I enter the house and look around and see all the contestants are inside I say hi to everyone but all of them ignore me I think they are either pulling my leg or doing a task so I am just about to leave that a guy named Simba comes and shakes my hand and introduces himself. After that everyone laugh and start small talk... thats when I turn and look at the girl from the promo , her back is turned to me and she is talking to Jay I go and am about to introduce myself when I look at her face and I am shocked to see her here.... Without thinking her name escapes my lips and she turns to me and flashes her bright smile at me ( haye mai kitthe jaavan)

T: not going to call me fat this time are you?
She asks me jokingly. I come out of my trance and chuckle.

K: No not this time , but I never thought I would meet you again that too at a place like this.

T: Right? I also was shocked when you entered and I was like you are the first person who has entered the show whom I have interacted with before and still I cant say that we know each other , you know what I mean because in actuality we don't.

K: well I have had previous interactions or small talk with Jay and Akasa here and I know a few more contestants who are going to be entering afterwards I think. But its good to see you atleast I know I can talk to you properly .

T: yeah its good to see you too atleast I have one outside almost friend can I call you that?

K: you can call me a friend now as we have interacted more with each other .

We are talking and Jay and Vidhi interupt our caonversation
V: Hello I am Vidhi ..... do you guys know each other from outside?

K: karan... and you could say that, We were just shocked to see each other here.

V: Oh nice so what do you think what prank should we play on other contestants who come next?

T: No more pranks yaar I am tired as it is, lets just meet and interact with them so we can get done with the day.

V: well I am not tired as I took a nap before entering

T: well you entered pretty late... I had to go on stage very early and I couldnt even take a nap as the crew kept telling they will call me any minute now and it took almost two hours for that any minute to arrive.

J: yeah me too I have been here since evening and I am quiet tired now . Karan you just entered what was the time when you went on stage?

K: well I entered stage almost an hour ago and it was 12:30 then so now its maybe 1:30.

J: at home my daughter is two years old and we are trying to adjust her to a routine so we sleep with her at 10:30 and wake up at 7:00 in the morning and I think it will take sometime to adjust to late nights here.

T: your daughter is so cute ....And she is so intelligent for her age I see her videos on Instagram everytime.

V: yeah I also see her reels all the time.

Just then the door opens and then enters Miesha and Sahil. I have seen Miesha at a few events as we have worked with Mtv but never talked to her. And I don't know Sahil we introduce ourselves and keep making small talks. No matter who I was talking with my eyes kept stealing glances at Teju as she insisted everyone to call her that. I also liked umar he was a cool guy to talk to and we had that north indian connection. After sometime Afsana enters and she tells everyone that I have done her song and look I got the opportunity to come in this house, she is innocent but her words might rub some people the wrong way without intending to like if I had a huge ego problem I might have made an issue out of her statement but I understand what she is trying to say .

After that Ishaan and Donal enter and an argument starts building up between them and umar. I am trying to cool down the situation and look here and there ... I don't want to get in between their fight and play the role of the mediater but everyone is trying to become a coach and telling them that you should have done this or done that and my eyes finally land on Teju and Jay they are standing outside and looking here at the fight like its a fight between kindergarten kids and discussing something with each other, now that is the conversation I want to be a part of not this stupid fight, for god's sake its the first day.

BiggBoss welcomes us and we all change and get ready to go to sleep. I am trying to find a place where nobody can clearly see me as I would get conscious while sleeping and wont sleep properly finally i find a secluded space behind the tree and put my mat there and prepare my bed . I lay down and turn to come face to face with a sleeping teju. We are sleeping in opposite directions but our faces are infront of each other and there is no more space down here also so that I can shift a little downwards. I just hope she isn't scared to see my face when she wakes up in the morning. She is looking so cute and peaceful while sleeping i can get used to sleep looking at her face what am I even thinking. Where did that thought come from I know I find her attractive and like her but its not that serious or is it. Unknowingly she is the reason why I have finally come out of my shell because of her words and I can finally see the changes in me but that doesn't mean anything right. I fall asleep amidst these thoughts.