I'm Such a fucking asshole
I'm rude to my friends
I'm rude to whoever I meet
I feel like I hurt others feeling after I make a joke about them
When I get home I start thinking about my day and I start thinking about all the shitty stuff I've said to my friends
I know they were harmless jokes but it just makes me feel like a total asshole
They make me feel like I don't deserve to be friends with them due to me being such an asshole.