Bb13 journey with sidnaaz

day 92

Housemates wake up and dance to the morning song. Madhu and vishal have a serious fight.
Sid: shehnaaz kya huwa?
Sana: mae hurt hun
Sid: kyun
Sana: meri aankhein dekh(she had cried alot)
She slaps him
Sid: maine kya kia
Sana: tu mujhe hurt karta hai, mere peeche se paras ka munh kyun nhi band karwata hai
Sid: mae thori kuch bolta hun
Sana: wo caller or salman sir ne isko kya bola ke tu bhi baat karta hai
Sid: kya
Sana: mae tere liye buhat possessive hun
Sana slaps him again
Sid: yaar itna tou meri maa ne bhi nhi maara
Sana: ab tu kisi se baat nhi karega
Sid: Mae idhar he hun
Sid tries to calm her down, but she was very hurt
After sometime, sid solves the fight between madhu and vishal in a joke.
Sana pulls sid by his hair and takes him away
Sid: ab tu hurt hoti hai mujhe batati bhi nhi, tou mae kese manaun phir
After a while sana lies down in the garden, sid sits there with mahira. She doesn't reply so he decides to tease her a bit
Sid: mahira tu sabse achi larki hai, saari larkiyan jalti hain
Sana: Sidharth mat kar
Sid pins her down to stop her from hitting in front of everyone as later people would call her bad. He leaves from there. Sana has a panic attack and starts hitting herself, and cries(she remembered about her bad times). Sid looks from far away.
Sid pov: this is not normal, something is not right, she would never hit herself over such a small thing.
He wants to stop her, but realized it is a panic attack and him going there would be a problem. He then sees arti,zari, madhu and asim around her. He goes inside.
After that bb calls everyone, he asks vishal and madhu who wants to leave. Madhu comes and apologizes to vishal. Sana tells him to let the matter go. Later sana tells vishal to not listen to rashmis advice as madhu loves him.
Later mahira tells paras of what happened outside with sidnaaz. They joke about it and make fun of sana.
Later finally everyone is in bed.

Sana: mae bed change kar rahi hun
Sid: kyun
Sana: aapko problem hai mujhse mae aapko mazeed problem nhi dena chahti hun
Sid gets angry, first she wanted to change the bed second she was being all formal with him as if they had no relationship. He leaves the bed and goes outside. Sana follows him as she never wanted to hurt him. Sid ignores her.
Sana: aapko problem thi tou nae bed change kar rahi hun
Sid: mujhe koi problem nhi hai, problem tumhe hai
Sana: mae bed change karleti hun, aap wahan aake sojao
Sid: tum jao, mujhe nhi aana
Sana: acha aaja mae tujhe sula deti hun
He smiles hearing her becoming normal but covers it.
Sid: vishal ko sulao
Sana laughs: ab tujhe uss se problem kyun ho rahi
Sid: ab iska issue mat banana, mujhe yahin bethna hai
Sana: tera mood kharab hai, mae janti hun tujhe
Sid: mujhe mat jaan, aur mae decide karunga ke tu
Sana leaves, but comes there with her blanket.
Sid: andar jaake soja , thand hai
Sana: mat kar fikar
Sid gets up and comes to her, he didn't want her to fall sick.
Sid: chal andar chalein
Sana: nhi
Sid sits with her
Sana: Sidharth thori der larai rokte hain
Sid: tu lari mujhse
Sana: tu ne mujhe jealous bola
Sid: tera naam lia? Maine wese hi mazak kia tha
Sana: mae jealous nhi hun
She was lost again in a trance, sid realizes she might get a panic attack again
He hugs her tight.
She is breathing heavily.
Sid: shh kuch nhi huwa
Sana: mae nhi hun
Sid: hmm. Chal chup hoja. Ja andar ja.
Sana: tu nhi aayega
Sid: mere sar mein thora dard hai isliye bahar hun
Sana: mae daba deti hun
Sid: nhi rehne de. Subh kardena
She goes inside and sleeps, he sits there still thinking he went very wrong and hurt her beyond expectations.