When I walked in

Chapter 7- Old Ways & Jealousy going way to far

Hey guys

I have nothing to say but this I have a another book coming out but not now.

You're probably saying
'Another book? Doesn't she have like five books out?"

And the answer is yes. But I don't care. Btw I'm soooooo sorry for not updating in a while , please forgive me. Thank you.

ENJOY:)
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Louis's P.O.V.

Whoa, what did we just see. I thought Monica was shy and let people get to her. Don't get wrong I like it but how come a day a go she was shy, and now she standing up for herself. I'm no doctor I know it takes more time than that.

At least I think it does? Whatever I think about it later.

Anyway we were outside out school waiting for Monica to come so we can go back to the house. Then I saw her with some guy and she either was flirting with him or trying to push him off. She frantically looked around for some reason probably looking for us, but before I could she had pulled him close and she kissed him.

The boys must've noticed my expression because they had shocked faces too. "Maybe that's not her Louis you don't know that" Harry tried to reason with me but I didn't take it. From here it looked like they were having a freaking make out session, I could feel the tears in my eyes.

I was broken. No I was completely crushed, I love her. Wait?! Did I just say that?! I don't know and right now I don't care. She keeps playing with my feelings and I can't take it.

Anger over took me, I marched up to where they were and tapped him on his shoulder. He turned around and punched him in his face. "What the heck Louis?! Why would you even do that?" She asked surprisingly. "Why? Why? Do you want to know why? It's because you were kissing that douche that doesn't deserve you. You like him don't you?" I shouted.

"No I don't, I was trying to prove a point Louis" she shouted back. "So kissing somebody else is proving a point. Well that's new.  You're a slut,What happened to the old you I like that Monica more" her face held hurt, but quickly went to anger.

"Oh you mean the one that use to get bullied all dang day by Micka and be laughed at by everyone else, the Monica that had no type of strength, the one that everything got everything taken away from her, the one who cuts herself because she can't handle the truth. All I ever wanted was for someone to at least give me a glace, but no, no boy would ever give it to me. I want to feel loved. And that douche you punched said he had 'feelings' for me. During that kiss...I felt nothing. That kiss meant nothing" I was happy, shocked, sad, and angry.

"You know why? Because I love you Louis and even after what you did I still do and I don't know why but I do" She loves me, she really loves me. I should be happy but why aren't I?

"I know that's what you may think of me, you can think whatever you want because you have my heart and you crushed it you craphole. Congratulations you brought the useless, weak, cutting herself Monica back, I hope you're happy"

Monica's P.O.V.

I let it out, and I feel completely free and completely stupid. I ripped that necklace off because if he wants to old Monica then that's what he'll get. "Here take it to remind you how much of an craphole you are" I said that and I kissed him and I felt everything exploded out of me. I pulled back and slapped him, he deserved it and than I ran away where no one could find me in the forest.

I stopped running gasping for air, I slid down a tree trunk and started crying because of how useless I am. I'm worth nothing. Louis could never love me what was I thinking.