6 Different Paths (BTS ff)

Chapter 31: Preventing from loving.

Namjoon: We both know the meaning clearly. You don't have to stop yourself from owning me.

As soon as he said that, Y/n's breath got stucked in her throat.

She couldn't believe that Namjoon said that.

Y/n: W-What...?

His expression soon changed.

Namjoon: If your heart wanna take a step further in your life, then don't let your brain stop him. The brain and the heart are the biggest ennemy ever.

She gulped down with slight glossy eyes.

Y/n: I-It's h-hard...

Namjoon: I know it is and i'm proud of you that you came till here. But you have to keep going.

Y/n: H-How can i keep going?

She asked, wanting to have a specific reply.

A reply that she want to hear from him no matter what.

Namjoon: Should i tell you?

She stayed quiet and looked into his deep eyes.

He looked back and replied.

Namjoon: You should tell your feelings to the one you love.

Her heartbeat increased as he said that.

He was quite straight-forwarded.

She breathed in and out heavily.

The atmosphere of the room became hot.

Y/n: A-And what about y-your feelings?

She didn't know how she got guts and courage to ask that but still did.

Namjoon looked down then back at her.

Namjoon: If i was selfish then i had already expressed my feelings years ago.

Y/n: Then, be selfish.

She said with a calm yet impatient tone.

Namjoon saw something in her eyes and his heart felt a lot of emotions at the same time.

Was he going to come to a point where he could finally be by his love's side?

Namjoon: Should i?

She nodded slowly.

Y/n: Be selfish, for once.

Namjoon: Ok then, if you want then i'll be selfish just for you.

He breathed out and stood straight before looking into her eyes intensly.

Showing his love, his careness, his soft spot for her, his everything.

Namjoon: There was a girl named Y/n.

He started and she felt a knot in her throat while listening to him.

Namjoon: She was and always is my best freind. I loved her since forever, she was my first and is my last love.

He finally confessed and she let her tears fall.

Only one question came in her heart:

How could he die internally by waiting for his love to come to him?

He created a bigger place in the deepest spot of her heart.

She wanted to hug him tightly, but her brain would always bring a lot of questions in her mind.

Mostly about her child.

The child who had no father.

Namjoon looked at her tears and slowly brought his hand to her cheek before wiping her tears with his thumb gently.