Chapter 35: Little changements toward the happiness.

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Y/n: Let's talk later.

She said lowly to Namjoon and turned around to leave.

But couldn't when he gripped her hand, turned her around and pulled her to his chest, bumping her on it.

Namjoon: I want my fucking reply, Y/n!!

She looked into his eyes directly with her glossy ones.

She had to reply this time.

Y/n: Which reply do you want?! About me keeping reject you?! Then listen to me, I hate you Kim Namjoon!! I fucking hate you!!

She had to lie.

For her sake.

For her child's sake.

And also for Namjoon's sake.

She couldn't give him a responsability of a child who was not even his.

He maybe had plans to have his own wife and his own child, a biological one.

She was hurt and she was conscious about his pain, but she had to.

She had to hurt him for his own happiness.

On the other hand, a tear left Namjoon's eyes.

His heart broke down into pieces.

Were all the past memories a beautiful lie?

All the flashback came back in front of his eyes.

*She taking care of him when he had a fever*

*Them eating an ice cream in the park*

*She hugging him for thanking him to bring Nari in the house*

*Having a pillow fight with the others*

*She coming to his office to give him his lunch with a wide smile on*

*She taking care of him after that he would come back from the work*

*She serving him the dinner*

*Them laughing together*

He felt his world crashing down with a high speed.

How much she meant to him.

But him?

He didn't mean anything to her?

He was nothing for her but just someone to be hated without mercy?

His grip loosened around her arm.

Y/n: This is the truth, now accept it and never come back to me!!

She said with a heavy heart and turned around, ready to leave.

She closed her eyes and sobbed silently.

The pain for her was too much to handle.

With that she ran inside of the house then upstairs, in her room and left Namjoon behind her.

He sighed in disbelief and looked away while his tears fell down from his eyes.

Meanwhile, Y/n entered in her room and closed the door behind her before running to her bed and falling on it.

She started to sob loudly.

Only she and god knew how much she was in pain.

How much she was begging to have a peaceful life.

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