the feeling of guilt
"You're gonna regret this, Oikawa."
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"You're like the sun, you wake me up."
Shoyo was laughing with Oikawa they were making jokes and just talking about things. "It was so great talking with you again, To san." Oikawa smiled at Shoyo's compliment. "It was a wonderful time talking with you too." Shoyo laughed and the two looked at each other. "Uh... Shoyo?" Shoyo tilted his head at Oikawa calling his name. "I was wondering..." Shoyo was now concerned about why Oikawa was taking so long to ask a question. Oikawa gulped. "Will you go out with me? Again." Shoyo's world stopped everything around him stopped moving. He didn't know how to react or say. He didn't love Oikawa not in that way, but he's played him once he would feel so guilty if he rejected him. Shoyo trembled.
Shoyo felt tears come up in his eyes and he was trembling. He didn't know what to do Oikawa was waiting for an answer patiently. While Shoyo was trying to find the strength to reject him. Shoyo opened his mouth. "Of course, I will." Shoyo wanted to beat himself up for saying that. Oikawa smiled with so much love and hugged Shoyo. While Shoyo hugged back but he didn't feel anything towards Oikawa, not an ounce of love for him. That's what made Shoyo feel so bad. "Let's go back to my apartment and celebrate the reunion of our love." Shoyo nodded with a smile on his face, a fake smile. The two walked back to the apartment while Oikawa was talking about how happy he is and Shoyo was looking at the ground with shame. He felt so guilty for lying to his ex... well boyfriend. The two walked into Oikawa's apartment. "You can go sit on the couch, I'll pour us some drinks." Shoyo went over to the couch and sat down and looked down at the slippers Oikawa gave him to wear. Oikawa came back placing the drinks down. "Drink up." Shoyo smiled and sipped the champagne.
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Guilty
Short Story"ᴵ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ˡᵒᵛᵉᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ᴵ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᶠᵉˡᵗ ᵍᵘⁱˡᵗʸ." Ah, Shoyo was always known as the playboy in school he messed with them a little and dumbed them. Years later Shoyo felt bad for what he's done. Guilt took him over. That was until one day an old old boyfriend...