Guilty

Chapter V

I love you

"I love you so much"

now ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: Mind over matter.

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"And when the seasons change Will you stand by me? 'Cause I'm a young man built to fall"

Shoyo looked down at his feet he was walking to the Iwaizumi apartment Oikawa gave him, but what was odd Oikawa gave it to him with such a wicked smirk it was scared Shoyo half to death. Shoyo finally made it to the apartment complex he walked in to see there was no reception. Shoyo shrugged his shoulders and went to the elevator. Oikawa said he was on the top floor room F12. Shoyo walked out of the elevator looking around the complex. It was huge bigger than Shoyo's complex. Shoyo knocked on the door someone opened it but it wasn't Iwaizumi it was someone else. "Ah, hello?" Shoyo was taken aback. "Hello, I'm looking for Iwaizumi." The lady backed away looking down. "I'm sorry he isn't here, he hasn't been here since the other day." Shoyo bit his lip. "Oh, I'm sorry, if you find him tell him to call me." The lady nodded with a smile and watched Shoyo walk off.

Shoyo got back to his apartment he sat down on the couch looking at the floor. 'what happened to Iwaizumi?" Shoyo got worried but he heard a loud knock. Shoyo went to go open the door having a good guess on who it was. "To san hello." Oikawa smiled while having his hands in his pockets. "Hello, Sho whatcha doing?" Shoyo sighed and shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know just sitting in my apartment going through my thoughts." Oikawa nodded and looked in Shoyo's apartment. "Well, may I come in?" Shoyo nodded and started walking into his living room with Oikawa close behind. "So, what did you want?" Oikawa leaned back on Shoyo's couch. "Well, you told me to come over and you would somehow convince my sister to talk to me again." Shoyo jumped at the memory. "I'm sorry I forgot." Oikawa shook his head and smiled. "It's fine you just got a lot on your plate." Shoyo nodded. "Can I see your phone?" Oikawa then gave his phone to Shoyo and watched him call his sister.

"I can't believe it, she's coming to visit next week." Shoyo smiled and put his hands on his hips. "I told you I could help." Oikawa laughed and got up from the couch and wrapped his hands around Shoyo's waist making the ginger blush. "Uh..." Shoyo was in shock but he hugged him back. It was very nice. "To san don't you have work today?" Oikawa's eyes widened and he looked at Shoyo with shock. "SHIT YOU'RE RIGHT I GOTTA GO!" Shoyo watched Oikawa run out of his apartment while Shoyo was laughing he sat down and looked at his calendar. "Tomorrow is gonna be hard." Shoyo sighed and laid down. "How is it like up there, papa."

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Oikawa sighed throwing his bag across the room. Oikawa hated being a CEO there was so much paperwork. Oikawa then went to go take shower and relax. He was wondering what he was gonna do when his sister came over he honestly didn't know what he should do. He knows he's gonna show off Shoyo but else. Oikawa thought of ways to hang with his sister. Oikawa didn't even notice the time ticking away it was almost 12. Oikawa got out wrapping the towel around his hips. He started brushing his teeth and doing his nightly routine. Oikawa looked at the hatch and smirked. He should probably clean that out tomorrow. 

Oikawa drifted to sleep while Shoyo was crying. Today was the day his father died from heart failure he dreaded this day of the year. Shoyo sat up his eyes all puffy and red. Shoyo went to the kitchen and looked down at a knife he was thinking to himself 'What if I do it just once?" Shoyo shook his head and grabbed his antidepressants opening the cap and pouring two on his he placed them on his tongue and swallowed. Shoyo sat down on his bed and looked at the window of his apartment. "What a lovely night."

Oikawa groaned hearing his alarm go off he turned it off and sat up and looked at the sunrise. Oikawa decide he would greet Shoyo after he ate breakfast and brush his teeth. Oikawa went to go check on Shoyo. He was shocked to see Shoyo look so warn down. "S-Shoyo what's wrong?" Shoyo looked down and sighed. "Today is the day my dad died." Oikawa frowned. "I'm so sorry, come here." The two hugged Shoyo and cried like there was no tomorrow while Oikawa patted his back. "What do you do on this day?" Shoyo sighed. "Well, I eat ice cream, cry, watch some movies we used to love, and I go to his grave." Oikawa nodded. "Well, let's get started." Shoyo was taken back. "W-What?" Oikawa walked into Shoyo's apartment. "Well, let's get started." Shoyo saw Oikawa grab his phone. "What type of ice cream do you want?" Shoyo looked down. "Well, I and my dad loved mint chocolate chip." Oikawa nodded and called an ice cream company telling them what ice cream they want. Shoyo felt himself smile.

"HAHAHA!" The two laughed. "Your dad had amazing taste in movies." Shoyo nodded and looked at Oikawa then back at the TV "Yeah, that's why my mom would always let him pick the movie for movie night." Oikawa nodded and looked outside. "We should go visit him now." Shoyo got up and grabbed his coat since it was chilly out. "Ok, let me go to the bathroom first." Shoyo nodded and watched Oikawa walk into the bathroom he waited patiently. Once Oikawa was done pissing he went to go wash his hands but stopped seeing something. He grabbed a bottle of pills he was shocked to see it was antidepressants. He placed the bottle down and continued to wash his hands and walk out to see Shoyo on his phone. "Come on let's go before it's getting late." The two walked out of the apartment complex going towards the graveyard where Shoyo's father was buried at.

"Hello, papa." Shoyo smiled at the grave. Oikawa felt a wave of emotions. He looked at Shoyo who was tearing up. "I miss you every day, I wish you were still here." Shoyo went to his knees and started talking more. "I have an ex of mine with me, but he asked me again." Shoyo laughed a bit. "I hope one day I'll get to see you again." Oikawa bit his lip he felt so terrible for Shoyo. He was so close to his dad even in high school. The two had such a bond it's heartbreaking to see it end this way. "We should get going." Shoyo got up wiping his nose with his sleeve. Shoyo turned and started walking away until Oikawa grabbed his wrists. "Shoyo." Shoyo turned to Oikawa  "Y-Yes." Oikawa stared at Shoyo. "I love you."  Shoyo stood there in shock he didn't know what to say. Oikawa started leaning in for a kiss. Shoyo didn't know what to do he didn't love Oikawa in that way. He wanted to run away but he can't Oikawa's grip was too strong.

Shoyo felt Oikawa's lips touch his.

"I love you so much"

😒 I'm sad this story will end soon.