Songs I made

Haunted

I've always had this fear that
Maybe one day I'll actually get nowhere
I could prevent it but that doesn't make me any less scared
I spend more time with my friends
But we have nothing in common
But being lonely makes the tainted heart just not care

They ask if I'm fine, I'm lying really well
I wonder if you know
'Cause usually you could tell
They ask me to explain myself
We'll

I was trying my best to find more than what I wanted
But honestly, everyday just gets more exhausting
I tried to be tame but I made myself sick
Everyone blames me but
Everything that's left is haunted

Okay, I'll admit it I count the days without him
And I re-analyze every moment we've ever had
It's been so long a month and twenty eight days to be exact
And I know that in a perfect world it's me and him

They ask if I'm fine, I'm lying really well
I wonder if you know
'Cause usually you could tell
They ask me to explain myself
We'll

I was trying my best to find more than what I wanted
But honestly, everyday just gets more exhausting
I tried to be tame but I made myself sick
Everyone blames me but
Everything that's left is haunted

And maybe I'm just making it all up in my head
But I can't help it, I've never been so helpless
Convincing myself I'll never love like this again
'cause I really felt it, I know you felt it
And maybe I'm just making it all up in my head
But I can't help it, I've never felt so helpless
Spending all this time reminiscing so I won't forget
'cause I know you felt it

I'm trying my best to be exactly what they all wanted
But honestly I'm always exhausted
I'll always remain stuck here in this clip
But go ahead and blame me