18 [Minsung]

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Han

"So.. what did you wanna talk about hannie? What did you fuck up so bad????"

Well.... promise not to get mad at me Minnie??

"Um no."

Fine. I won't tell you then.

"Alright alright I promise I won't get mad now tell me....."

okay so you know about my anxiety issues right? And today was a really really bad day for me and I might or might not have blown up at minho-

"YOU WHAT??? YOU DO REALIZE THIS IS MINHO. LIKE LEE MINHO. THE ONE THT SHOVES TISSUES INTO HYUNJINS MOUTH MINHO."

no seungmin I thought that was his bloody twin OFCOURSE I KNOW HOW THE MAN IS IM IN LOVE WITH HIM AND-

"WHAT THE FUCK YOUR IN LOVE WITH MINHO???"

OMG STOP INTERRUPTING LET ME FINISH BITCH.

"Jeez okay continue"

So what happend was.....

                 ~A few hours ago at the studio~

Fuck I'm so tired. God. Fuck you hwang hyunjin I'm so tired but now my ego is taken over me and I have to do well. What if I don't? What if I fail? What if jyp kicks me out??? What if-
Hey hannie? You good? You look like your gonna cry....
Gosh tht nickname ejwjdnksndkwlaqomdmf
I couldn't help but giggle because of the nickname hehe hi minho hyung...im fine just tire I guess...so where are the others? He didn't seem to hesitate when he answered me 'I guess they're done for the day.... what about you? Your not done?'
No... I'm still not able to prefect the hook and hyunjins getting on my nerves about it, so imma shove it in his face that I'm the best by perfecting it.
A slight grin appeared in his face and he spoke Heh. Well do you need help? I'm better than all of you when it comes to dancing you know.
I know he wasnt trying to show off but when I see the opportunityto tease hyung I'll take it.so I couldn't help but say TSK. Show off
A sudden panic rose through him as he reassured me Nono, I wasn't trying to show off I swear I just-
Before he could continue I cut him off I'm joking hyung. We all know you better hehe.
Oh... well then let's see you in action shall we? Let's see where you need to clean up yeah? He answered me.

Hmmmm. Well I you have to kind of do a body roll like this to make it seem flawless so I flows into the next step naturally... he said. Here... like this he said as he showed me how. I couldn't help  ut drool over his body as my eyes wandered every inch as he showed me how. I guess he noticed and a smirk appeared in his face as he stepped closer towards me and whispered like what you see? I couldn't help but get flushed. NO.no i- okay so you watch me now....

It's like this? Right? I asked nervously. God I'm so tired this is the 100th time I'm trying and I still not getting it... I think min saw through me cause said with a sweet smile on his face 'lets try again tomorrow yeah?your tired honestly so am I. Tomorrow okay Han?' I don't know why but that pissed me off. I don't know what came over me when I suddenly blew up at him.... "YOU DONT THINK I CAN DO IT CAN YOU??? EVEN YOU MUST THINK IM WORTHLESS DONT YOU?? GOD IM SO PATHETIC I CANT DO A SIMPLE STEP RIGHT. I EVEN TOOK HELP FROM THE GOD OF DANCING LEE MINHO AND I CANT DO IT." He came and hugged me.... soothingly rubbing circles on my back as he whispered its okay hannie..... but I didn't want to be comforted. I want to be perfect. So I pushed him away.... I didn't think I pushed him that harshly but he fell down... I wanted to help him... I wanted to say I'm sorry... but all imsaid was fuck off as I walked away from him.....

"Dang did you fuck up? Why would you push him you moron???"

"I DONT KNOW.... ugh what am I gonna do now??? What if he doesn't talk to me?? What if he ignored me??? What if-"

"Okay first of all relax... it's leeknow we're talking about he has a soft spot for you..., all you have to do is apologize....."

  •even the little signs I showed unknowingly, you noticed every little thing about me.•

                  
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Hiiiii. This is the longest chapter I've written so far lmao. Hope you liked ittt... we all know about how bad hannies anxiety gets so I wanted to include it into the story... I just wanna say if yall need someone to talk to... my dms are always open okay? I love youu 💛