Cigarettes

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TW: smoking, sh, crying
Today inspiration: Jonny Depp kissing jimmy kimmel, nvm I ran out of inspiration
Ranboo POV
I woke up to tubbo with his arms around my chest, snoring slightly; honesty it was the cutest thing ever. I gently sat up so not to disturb him and grabbed my reading glasses and book off the table. It was still dark outside but the fairy lights cast enough glow to read. Rain was pattering lightly on the window, it was calm. Tubbo shifted beside me curling up onto my lap in his sleep. I smiled softly before returning to my book. I sat there and read for a while until I got bored. The rain had stopped, and for second time that night I moved the boy gently and left.

Tubbo POV
It was still dark when I woke. There was an odd smell that burned my nose, and no Ranboo. I sat up and rubbed the sleep out of my eyes. The laptop and snacks had been moved to the bedside table. I turned to look out the window to see Ranboo sitting there, facing the woods. His hand fell beside him, a cigarette between his fingers. I climbed through the window and sat beside him, he brought his knees up to rest his head on them. It was quite for a while, Ranboo stared at nothing in particular. He didn't seem the type to smoke, he seemed to sweet and fun and nothing like how he looked now. He took another breath of smoke before pressing the glowing tip to the inside of his arm. I noticed all the other dots burnt into his arm.
"Why did you do that?" I asked quietly. Ranboo shrugged, "I don't know" he mumbled. "Please don't do it, and don't smoke" I said. I grabbed his hand and gave it a gental squeeze, he leaned into my shoulder. "I'm sorry" Ranboo whispered, I turned to face him. I cupped his face "don't say sorry, just please don't hurt yourself" I said he had half closed doe eyes. "It really doesn't feel like I've only known you for a day" he said a smile tugging at his lips, "no it doesn't". My hands fell from his face, embarrassed from how long I had held him and that I'd even done it at all. "Um can I have a hug?" He asked, I held him close and we stayed like that for a while. I think he started crying, I didn't mind. Eventually Ranboo sat up, he laughed a little "sorry" he said wiping his eyes. "Hey what did I say about saying the S word" I said leaning towards him. His smile widened a little "hmm I don't know you'll have to remind me" he joked, also leaning in. I mocked being offended before tackling him, we rolled down the roof a little but not too close to the edge. We laughed "You goof" Ranboo said, his usual smile had come back. We lay side by side, our faces were inches from each other, I blushed at the realisation he did to. Ranboo giggled "you look like a strawberry" he said, "well you look like a tomato" I shot back unable to stop smiling. "I think I would be a very pretty strawberry" I joked he giggled "I have to admit you are the prettiest strawberry I've ever seen" he said. I grinned even more "are you flirting with me?" I asked half jokingly. "I don't know maybe you should find out" he said. "Hmm maybe I will, maybe I wouldn't you'll just never know" I said.

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