anxiety disorder

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i fucking hate my mind
always has a negative speculate bout anything
the voice in my head never want to shut
please get me out of here

it's hard to make a decision
it's hard to forget my past
i'm not worth it enough to be happy
cause they don't want me to be happy too

since i was a kid, they already did that
i can't stand up for myself
they lock me inside, they put me down
they broke my feelings, like they even care

living in this shithole
always afraid to be myself
i already dead, and they don't even know
please get me out of here

—n

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