i have never been happier than ever
even tho it's empty,
i still try to make it work
i don't even know if it's possible
i feel like an impostor
told people that i'm fine
but clearly i'm just lying to myself
and want to dissapear
the ambience that i felt
the cold, the blood
featuring the thunder and the rain
the atmosphere that has a potential to kill
i always want to be the best
i'm selfish and reckless
has no heart and always shut people out
to be honest, i kinda hate myself
always want to be loved
but never want to love somebody
always want to be cared of
but never want to care to anyone, nor anything
—n
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What's In My Mind (Poetry)
Puisiaku bukan seseorang yang bisa menjelaskan isi hati dengan berbicara. i can't express my feeling. maka dari itu, i write, untuk mengeluarkan celotehan-celotehan yang tergambar dipikiranku. ⛔️WARNING⛔️ puisi-puisi ini murni kutulis dengan imajinasik...
